Broken promise
Bpov
I've never been to a funeral until today and I don't think I want to come to another one either.
All I see is stained windows one pure white dove, one shinning, sun, and one blue sky.
I see a golden cross standing tall.
And all I see is black.
Black dresses.
Black pants.
Black shoes.
Black bibles.
Black is my favorite color.
Edward asked me about that one time he said "Bella why don't you like pink? Or purple? Or blue?
"I love black" was my answer "I think is suits me"
But I don't think I like black anymore.
Mu mum reaches over and pulls my hand away from my mouth where I chew on the little flap of skin along the side of my thumb since I have no more nails to chew on.
An ugly habit. one I promised Edward I would break.
I wonder, do you have to keep a promise to a dead person?
Mum holds my hand in hers as the music starts to play on my new iPod.
Edwards smiling face appears on the screen as we hear Jennifer Hudson's beautiful song 'and I'm telling you'
It's not long before tears make their way to my eyes. So I close them for a second.
From out of nowhere, I'm in Edward Aston martin DB9, by his side, head-banging music is playing, window are rolled down, I kick off my shoes and place them on the dashboard and put my hand in his.
"Never leave me, okay" I say to him
"okay" he tells me
He squeezes my hand, like that seals the deal.
My gaze returns to then beautiful boy on the screen while my thumb returns to my mouth.
He broke his promise so can I break mine?