Kærlighed

Disclaimer: I do not, have not, nor will I ever own Harry Potter.

I love him. I have for years. We met when we were 15. He's a year ahead of me in school. I was in my forth year and he was in his fifth. We were at the Yule Ball. Both of us had come alone. Well, we didn't really come alone exactly. I came with my friend Coral, and he came with some guy named Greg. It was love at first sight. He asked me to take a walk with him. I happily accepted. There was a polite silence, and then he asked if I had a boyfriend. I didn't and I told him so. That's when things got interesting. I being the dummkopp, or blockhead, that I am, I asked where the conversation was going. He asked me where I wanted it to go. I shrugged, and he kissed me. It was my first kiss. We dated for a short time, then he broke up with me. Within a very short time, he had a new girlfriend. I see them often enough. Each time I see them together it tears me up inside. I'm in my fifth year now and he's in his sixth. His girlfriend is going to some other school, so I don't see them together at Hogwarts. But she comes to every Hogsmead trip. I'm breaking apart every time I see them. So I have made a decision about something. When I turn 17 I will be an adult. I'll return for my seventh year, then, I'm going move to a small Mennonite settlement in America. I don't know when or if I will ever come back to Britain. Nothing can stop me from leaving. Not even him. This is the last time I'll write in this Diary. Good-bye to the life I used to live and the world I used to know.

Love

Emily Dickinson

Love is anterior to life

Posterior to Death

Initial of creation and

The exponent of breath

Farewell

Emily Dickinson

Tie the strings to my life, my LORD

Then I am ready to go

Just a look at the horses

Rapid! That will do!

Put me in the firmest side

So I shall never fall

For we must ride to the Judgment

And that is partly downhill.

But never I mind the Bridges,

And never I mind the sea;

Held fast in everlasting race

By my own choice and thee.

Good-bye to the life I used to live,

And the world I used to know;

And the hills for me, just once;

Now I'm ready to go.

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