Dear whoever can be bothered listening,

Today was the first day of school, nothing has changed,

I'm still fat, ugly and according to his friends, an Asian bitch.

He's as beautiful as ever, but sooner or later I'm gonna have to stop dreaming and writing that awful poetry, God I shouldn't hate myself so much.

Miss Pomeroy was reading The Destructors in class today 'Destruction is a form of creation' I think I could relate to that,

anyway the rest was gibberish as Donnie started speaking at that point and my head began to swim.

After class Mackenzie came and sat with me for lunch, looking very bitter and muttering something about Gretchen Ross, the new girl, I wonder what she's like.....

But I guess it doesn't matter, as if she'll take any notice of me, nobody does exept from Mackenzie,

although she is a misfit aswell, thats why we're friends, we have the same pieces missing.