He Was and Still Is

He was darkness

But he was my light

He was hideous

But he was my beauty

He was artless

But he was my maestro

He was wicked

But he was my soul

He was morbid

But he was my happiness

He was cold

But he was my warmth

He was sick

But he was my cure

He was wrong

But he was my perfection

He was grim

But he was my energy

He was detrimental

But he was my security

He was hateful

But he was my compassion

He was repulsive

But he was my love

He was nothing

But he is my everything

He is dead

But he is still my life.