CHAPTER 1

The room starts to disappear before my eyes as the blindfold was pulled down. Sensations are now heightened and I can hear Goddess breathing across the room from me. I have been listening to her set up a scene for the last 20 minutes. Tonight is her favourite night of every month because it's the night we are finally free from the 'real world' and the stresses of our day jobs. Both of us have high profile jobs in the media and our every move is scrutinized. As much as I need tonight to happen I know that Goddess needs it too. I kneel of the floor thighs spread wide with my hands placed palm upon each of them, resting my bottom on ankles, my back is arched, chest forward with my head held high and my eyes lowered. This position is known as Nadu. I hear her wandering the room and start to imagine all the pain she is about to inflict upon me tonight and I feel a shiver go down my spine.

"Are you ready for tonight kitten?" My Goddess coos

"Yes"

"Yes, what?" She says punctuating her question with a sharp slap across my face

"Yes Goddess"

"Good because tonight is going to be exhausting for you and excruciatingly painful for you"

I contemplate responding and then think better of it as it was not a direct question and I want tonight to be about pleasure rather than punishment. I hear her light candles somewhere behind me and can smell the wax burning. Just the sound of flames gets me excited and I feel my heart begin to race.

"Tonight is not about your pleasure, you are only here to provide me with pleasure. Any pain or pleasure you receive tonight will be entirely based on how well you follow my instructions and how quickly you do so. Do you understand?"

"Yes Goddess"

"Good, then we will begin. Move into the Karta position" she says removing the blindfold.

Karta is a position that I enjoy as it helps to deepen my subspace. It involves kneeling on the floor with my thighs spread wide, leant forward placing my forehead against the floor with my arms fully extended above my head with my palms against the floor. I can sense her walking towards me and can hear her stilettos clicking across the cold, hard floor. I take a deep breath to try and calm my body and that's when the first drop hits me. A single drop of 120˚ wax hits my spine right between my shoulder blades. I cry out more in surprise rather than pain. Goddess continues to drip wax along my spine and across my hip bone. I start to wiggle slightly not sure if I'm trying to avoid the wax or aim it at certain areas of my body.

"Kitten" Goddess warns "if you don't stay still I will have to tie you down"

I move back to my original position and try to hold still but that's easier said than done. The drops continue to fall at a quickening pace and eventually, all the self-control I have still isn't enough to stop me from moving.

"Kitten, I warned you" Goddess scolds as she places the candle back on the table.

I whimper in response knowing I have disappointed her.

"Move over to the St Andrew's cross" she states sternly.

I comply immediately and she fastens the restraints around both my wrists and my ankles before walking away. She picks something up off the table but I can't tell what it is. I can hear her approaching me. She brings the toy down through the air but stops before it hits me. It's a cane. That is her way of announcing the toy to be without having to break character.

"Do you think you can handle this Kitten?"

"Yes Goddess"

"How many strokes do you think you can handle?"

"As many as you wish to bestow upon me Goddess"

"Good answer Kitten"

The first 5 blows I take with ease but then the pain starts to set in and I start to whimper. The scene is starting to build in intensity and goes from low protocol straight into high. This is a whole new ball game. After the twelfth blow, I cry out louder than I had intended to.

"Shut up" Goddess sneered as the backhanded my face. I breath deeply trying to compose myself so as not to anger her more.

"Hard to breathe, slut? Need a break?" Goddess asks in a mocking tone. A sadistic smile spreads across her face.

"Please" I beg in response "I'm exhausted"

She strikes me again and I scream.

"Your exhausted, you haven't had to do anything, I'm the person doing all the hard work all you have to do is be a good little slut and stand still for me"

I hear her walk back across the room to the table at grab another toy. This one I recognize the sound of instantly. The tails swishing through the air I know its a stock braided flogger. They're the worst kind of flogger we own because I find thud floggers more pleasurable which Goddess knows and is probably why she has chosen to use this one. This flogger has a large sting that follows each lash and the sting can last for anything from 15 seconds to a full minute. She begins by tracing a figure of eight patterns lightly across the back of shoulder blades. As time goes on her tracing becomes harder until I start to whimper in pain. After five or so minutes, I'm never sure of the time during scenes, Goddess finally speaks.

"I think that's enough of this particular toy for you to realize who is in charge here slut"

"Yes Goddess"

She walks over to the table and picks up one of the oldest toys we have. I would call it the most important toy for any couple to own as it can be used for so many different types of play and in so many different settings. She brings over a Hitachi Wand.

"Now, depending on how well you do at this final task dictates whether or not I let you come tonight"

"Yes, Goddess"

"I'm going to try and force you to orgasm. If you can make it twenty minutes without orgasming then I will let you have the best orgasm you've ever had, sound fair Kitten?"

"Yes Goddess"

Before I've even finished my statement she has the wand resting against my clit. I can feel the pressure begin to build and just as I'm about to reach my orgasm you pull it away. I whimper at the loss of the stimulation.

"That was only four minutes Kitten, that could have been bad for you, we need to work on your control"

She pushes the wand harder against my clit this time. She has moved it from low to high. I try to hold off the impending orgasm by trying to wiggle so that the pressure is not all directed at my clit but Goddess has thought of that and has a firm grip around my hip bone so that I can't get away from it. The vibrations go from pleasurable to painful but I continue to hold off my orgasm. After what feels like a lifetime I hear Goddess grant me permission to orgasm. As I let go I feel the orgasm rip through my entire body. It is one of the most intense feelings. Once I have recovered Goddess helps me out of the restraints and guides me over to the bed in the corner of the room. "Thank you, Goddess"

"Your welcome Kitten, the scene is over now JJ"

"That was the most intense one we have done yet Emily, why the sudden change of pace?"

"I thought we should keep things interesting especially after that case"