Some mental notes from natsu-hime:

I got the inspiration just all of a sudden in the parking lot after my neck scoliosis therapy and then when I realized it I was already in front of the computer writing this and then I shared it on DA, LJ and forums and heck, people love it so I decided to post it here too. This is a rap song from Roy's AU, inspired by Flypside's Happy Birthday and the famous Ame No Hi Wa No Thank You. Oh well, enjoy!

The first time we met, I'm just an apprentice

You're my teacher's daughter, quiet yet beautiful

It doesn't take long until we became friends

But then I have to leave for the craziest decision in my whole life

After your father's death, I leave you alone

Then years later, in the war against the red-eyed race

We met again there, the place which I never thought you'll be in

The last place on earth I want you to be in

I know you've trusted me for that foolish dream I said to you

Gave me your secret then torched it down soon after the war

I can't imagine you suffer in this horrid place more

And I even felt more sorry when you said this is because of me

And at the same time too, I realize that I love you

Well, love is a battlefield

When I came to my bestfriend's funeral

It feels really hurt that I feel like I'm going to die

But in the end I didn't and I stay alive until now

It's all because you stay by my side

I don't know how long does it take

To get myself finally convince

My love to you, finally kiss you,

Kneel down, slip the ring, Say 'marry me?'

I knew this sounds foolish

For I know that we're bound by rules

Not to love each other, not even to say

What can I do, I was in love with you

Well, love is a battlefield

Stern, determined, and always with guns

That's all what people say when they talk about you

But I can see more than that, I can see deep into your eyes

You're full of love, you're full of lust

Just like other women, only better than all my dates

I always think about the moment when my time will come

To see the people I missed long

Beckoning from the other side of the river

But one thing that I wanna do before I let out my last breath

Is to say those three big words to you

I love you

Even a blind men could see that both of us in love

But what can we do, we're in a war

Struggling ourselves to serve the nation, protect the innocent

Let children live and reach for the sky

Well, love is a battlefield

Everytime I looked into your empty desk

I missed the sound of the safety gun click

Along with the face of a very hot chick

Saying with her stern lines, reminding me about paperwork

And again, I always didn't care

I promised you with all my life

One day this damn freak carnival show will end

At the curtain call we will bow together

Tie it up together with a single kiss

And maybe a proposal if I have enough guts

Until it ends, promise me you'll be alright

I can't protect you, again sue the rules

This heart of mine feels hurt when I think about you

And the days we used to spend together

Even most of it were spend in quietness

I regret the days we spend back then when we were together

If a chance like that came again to me, I promise that I'll do better

Treat you right, kiss you right, do my papers,

even though I knew I can't promise that

But I will be honest to you and to myself

And hope the best from you.

Well, love is a battlefield after all.