Goodbye letter
My child,
Yeah, you, Peter. I may have never called you my child. But in my ugly heart, you have always been my child, my kid, my son.
I' ve always been a piece of shit. An asshole. A blue asshole as you have called me a thousand of times but I need you to know that you have made me better, boy. The moment I decided to save you and not give you to Ego, you made me better. I would choose to be exiled again for you a hundred times more.
I remember you crying for your mama, I remember each time you were sick, I remember each time you looked at me for aproval. I have always been proud of ya, my boy.
I miss you since the day you left the eclector, I put a tracker on you , kiddo. I know you know but your team does not know. I know you deserved a better father, not me. But you were the fucking best thing that ever happened to me.
Raising you gave meaning to my life.
I'm writing this while I'm going to save your sorry ass from Ego. I know I won't survive but as long as you live, I could burn in Hell.
This is not a goodbye, Petey. I will see you in the stars. One day, but I beg you, not soon. I will look after ya, as I have always done. Before I forget, I gave Kraglin a new music thing. A zune. You will like it. Try that song I chose of Cat stevens. It reminds me of ya.
Gotta go, be good, my son.
Your daddy will always look after ya even if you are too old to call me daddy.