My birth name is Leah Kagamine. I was born into a noble family that is well respected in Japan. The Kagamine family and the Hatsune family have had this plan since long before I was born to join the two families together, merging them would do them both good for wealth, publicity, and respect.

I am fourteen years of age. My current residence is in one of our summer mansions near the sea. It was the early evening and I was taking my bath, to gather my thoughts and to stall so that I wouldn't have to go downstairs to our event that father had set up for me and my fiance'.

Mikuo Hatsune. Seventeen years of age.

We have been engaged before either of us were born. And we never had a problem with it. I love him deeply and he says he loves me..I unfortunatlly doubt him sometimes and I'm ashamed to admit that. But our love will never be legit. Because there is just one problem.

My name, the name my mother called me in private, is Len Kagamine. And I am a male born child.

The Hatsune's and the Kagamine's have wanted to join the families for years but both had only beared male children. That's when our fathers had come up with the best scheme. Raise one to be a lady.

I have never worn trousers in my life. Always dresses or skirts. Never any male undergarments, appropriate panties and A cup bra's were given to me to wear. Even coursets to give me a more feminine figure. I was to be raised and treated like a lady. My mother had always disapproved and tried to give me as much of a male identity as she could. But in the end: She had no say in my up bringing.

There was a knock on my bathroom door. A strong male voice speaking to me through the mahogany wood. "Are you finished bathing, princess?"

"..I am."

The door would open slowly, two young gentlemen walking in. One would have short, dark blue hair. He had black dress trousers and shoes, a white shirt and black jacket, a lolita esque top hat with a red ribbon on the side of his head. He walked over to me, carrying a towel on his arm. I stood up from the suds and water and he wrapped the towel around me, lifting me from the tub and setting me on the floor. The other gentleman bent down on the floor. He was dressed similarly, the sides of his coat pushed aside partially, his suspenders showing. He had long lavender hair, a large lock of it tied into a ponytail. He lifted each of my feet, one at a time to slide them into my house slippers. The three of us stepped out of the bathroom and into my bedroom. These two young men were Kaito Shion and Gakupo Kamui. My faithful servants and friends. I never had nannies or maids. These two have been with me since I was brought home from the hospital when they were twelve years old. I won't make a move without either of them by my side. I won't eat unless they prepare and serve me my food. I won't dress on my own unless they help me. Without these two..I probably wouldn't survive.

My bedroom had a large queen sized bed drapped in purple, pink and black sheets. Those colors were the basic theme of my room. The bed was surrounded by a screen that reached up towards the ceiling to conceal me from unwanted visitors that drop by from time to time. Kaito and Gakupo's room is attachted to mine. I'm always safe. No matter what. The rest of the room was in a gothic-lolita style. I had dark purple walls, three chairs around a small round table with a black tea set trimmed in pink on top of the table cloth. I had no pictures hanging or standing. No decorations. What was the point?

Kaito took his time to dry the water droplets off of my body as Gakupo stepped over to my large wardrobe. He pulled out one of my most prefered dresses. The black and white one with the red rose in the center of the chest. The straps hung off of my shoulders and the front of the dress only went down to mid thigh on me, the back fell down like a train and just stopped before it hit the floor. Kaito removed the towel, folded it and set it down on the chair. He slid the black with purple laced undergarments onto my body. He took the dress from Gakupo and helped me step into it. He pulled it up and zipped up the back, tieing it with a bow. Gakupo worked on my hair while he did this, brushing out and drying my shoulder length blonde hair. He set it into a small pony tail, having it being held up by a large black bow.

I looked up at Kaito expectantly. He smiled a little and brushed the bangs from my eyes. He then sat down in the chair and pulled me into his lap, his arms wrapped around my waist as Gakupo rolled my stockings up my legs and to my waist, putting my boots on after that. I smiled at him and he smiled back, walking over to my vanity mirror and bringing the eyeshadow and eye liner.

"You're quiet this evening, princess." Kaito stated.

"I am.." My head turned to meet his gaze. "Mikuo..he said he would be here tonight..right..?"

"Please stay still, princess." Gakupo said, turning my head with his hand gently to apply the eye make up.

Kaito laughed a bit, resting his chin on my shoulder. "I should have known. You tend to get quiet when Master Hatsune is attending an event with you."

"I do..I get excited but afraid..I hardly get to seem him, yet..when I do I'm afraid he will scold me for not contacting him at all..he is coming, correct?"

"Yes, princess" Kaito smiled. "I believe he is coming. And please do not worry yourself so much. Master Hatsune is a very kind young lad. He could never hate you for that of which is beyond your control."

"Are you ready, princess?" Gakupo stood up and offered his hand. I took a deep breath and nodded, taking his hand and standing up properly. Kaito took my other hand and we headed out the door, leaving the saftey of my bedroom and heading down the hallway. We were to go the grand ball room where father was waiting with his guests. And hopefully..Mikuo was waiting too..

I gripped their hands tightly as we entered the room, they gripped mine back to give me comfort. If I had the choice I wouldn't attend these sort of events. There was a time when I used to be able to. Not anymore..

Kaito and Gakupo escorted me through the mass crowd of people. This was their regular routine. Keep me moving. Keep me away from my father. Because whenever I see him in these events I get in trouble. No matter what I do. I'm always in trouble.

"Leah!"

We stop and turn. He found us. Mr. and Mrs. Hatsune is with him to. They walk over to us and smile. They used to be appauled by Kaito and Gakupo's habit of clinging to me but they over look it now. They've come to terms that I will never cast them from my life, even after I marry. Father walks up to me. I see an irritated twitch in his eye. He never liked the way I dressed. He hid his annoyance with a smile, speaking to me calmly. "Leah, I was just telling Micheal and Mitsuko how you've taken up singing. Why don't you go up and share a song with us."

"I..do not think that would be the best idea, father.." I looked up at my future in-laws. "Did..Mikuo come?"

"Of course he did, dear." Her mother smiled. "He's off mingling, said he was going to find you himself."

"Hm.." I looked down.

"Leah. Go sing a song for us." Father was getting upset with me. I gave in and sighed. "I'll sing, father." Though the songs I have you may not enjoy. I tug on Kaito and Gakupo's hands. They look down at me and nod, turning and leading me over to the main stage where the mini-orchestra would play. Once on the center stage and everyone's attention was brought to me, Kaito and Gakupo left my side though didn't stray far. Gakupo stood off to the side, and Kaito moved to the piano, sitting in the seat and testing out the keys before looking at me for permission to start.

I take a deep breath and look at into the eyes of every person in the sea of people that flooded the room. But none were who I was searching for..I couldn't see him..but I had a feeling he was there..

I close my eyes, my finger twitched to signal Kaito. He saw and began to play the piano intro to one of my most recent songs I had written in my spare time..