A/N: So hello :) I just kinda did this as a last minute thing and I wanted to share it with you for no apparent reason :P This is my interpretation of how Blaine was feeling after Blackbird in Original Songs and his thought track leading up to the kiss. I wanted to do this to think of the old times, back at Dalton! Sorry for any typos or anything, ENJOY! :D
He'd never noticed it before. Never even thought about the fact. I mean he was just a friend who happened to have the most amazing eyes he had ever seen. He just so happened to have the most angelic, soothing voice he had ever heard. He was perfect. In every way. How could he not have noticed all of this before? How his glaze eyes changed from colour to colour, making the whole world suddenly lack the beauty it once possessed. Kurt was so obviously placed into his life for this moment to arrive, for him to realise how perfectly imperfect he was; how they both were.
He had to admit he did pick up on a few things along the way. How Kurt never failed to add a cute little sarcastic comment on the end of everything. He always noticed how he clung onto his shoulder bag like a lifeline, never really putting it down unless he had to. But when he was with Blaine, It was like he didn't care. Like they were such good friends he could loosen up a bit. Maybe, just maybe, Kurt also liked Blaine...
But no. He couldn't get his hopes up. What if he rejected him? What if the first guy he really liked, (well, besides Jeremiah) rejected him? Blaine thought about how it would feel, how Kurt would react or what he would say. Would he laugh? No, Kurt wasn't like that. Could they still be friends afterwards? How was he going to tell him? When? So many questions roamed through Blaine's mind, demanding attention as he tried to concentrate on what he was going to say. 'Kurt Hummel you are beautiful' were the only things Blaine could think of. Although he didn't think that was very appropriate.
Here he sat, in the choir room where he first sang Teenage Dream to Kurt and all he could think of was how he didn't notice this before! Kurt was everything, he was so beautiful, he sipped his coffee with the most adorable little slurp and his smile was so unbearably cute and his laugh was so precious and the way he was so confident was the most stunning, amazing thing about him.
He couldn't say no to Blaine, right? Kurt admitted on valentines that he liked him, right? Was that what he was saying or was Blaine completely mistaken? He always knew they had something; they sung flirty duets together all the time and were always together at the Lima Bean. He always noticed the little spark they had, how if they looked into each other's eyes they felt the spark grow more and more. Or was it just Blaine who felt it?
Blaine decided that he was just going to do it. He wasn't going to plan a speech because he would forget it and panic and look stupid and probably just leave (then again if he didn't he'd more or less do the same) but he know what he wanted to do. He was going to say what he felt at that moment. He wanted to tell Kurt how amazing he was, how much he meant to Blaine even if he said not.
Kurt moved him like never before. He felt a passion exploding inside of him whenever he heard him laugh, or saw his smile. He was perfect in every way. It was almost like they were made especially for each other.
Yay! :D Pleeasseee review if you can and let me know if this is any good! :D And if I have made any errors, feel free to let me know! :D