Whisky Lullaby.
second verse.
The rumore flew
but nobody new
how much she
blamed herself
for years and years
she tried to hide the whisky
on her breath.
She finally drank her
pain away
a little at a time
but she could not get drunk
enough to get him of her mind
until the night.
She put the bottle to
her head and pulled the trigger
and finally drank away his memory
life is short but this time it was bigger
than the strangth she had to get up
on her knee's.
We found her with her
face down on the pillow
clinging to his picture for dear life
we laid her next to him
beneath the willow
while the angels sang the whisky lullaby...
la la la la la
la la la la la la x7
Part 1.
This was her life. Right? Why hadn't anyone seen the pain she was in for months? Life was terrible for her at home,but school was susposed to be her sancsuary where she could be with her friends,have fun and not live in her no good terrible life,where she could live in a fantasy for a day...
It wasn't fair. Why could Paige Michealchuk have the normal and perfect life? Why couldn't I? Why couln't I have the perfect boyfriend or a cute big brother who is attracted to my best friend? Sure,Sean used to be the best boyfriend,but now well...he isn't,and Ash well she was mostly with Paige and the "in" crowd. So what did I have left? My dad. They would talk over the phone or write to each other. He was the only thing in life that I had left and looked forward to each day.
Till one day...
Ashley had just ditched me for non other than Paige and them. So I looked forward to seeing Sean,he always made me feel so special whenever something bad happens to me,but when I saw him,he was all over Alex on the steps...
I didn't know what to do when I saw this. In one day I lost my best friend and my boyfriend. WOW. not. So i decided to ditch and go to the park to clear my mind and cry my poor eyes out. About 4 hours later I went home,to see my no for good mother passed out on the couch with an half full whisky bottle in her hand,hanging off the couch. When I was cleaning up the living room and throwing away her empty bottles,I talked to mom like nothing was wrong,like she wasn't a drunk and wasn't passed out. Then I noticed something between her and the couch. It was an envolope,I read it. As I scanned the lines, I started to cry,the message said that my dad had been shot and didn't make it.
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