The Little White Church
A/N: Random one-shot I came up with...Eh it's the middle of the day and I just heard this song on CMT and fell in love.
Disclaimer: Don't own a thing that is familiar to you and me...Song belongs to Sugarland and WWE owns, well everything.
The hot and gusty Mississippi morning was nothing compared to the feelings she had right now. It had been at least five years since they started "dating" and he still hadn't let go of his other relationship. He told her she was his world and he'd do ANYTHING for her. With a sigh of frustration she slammed the door of her black Mustang and stormed into the little white chapel, the last time she was here was ages ago.
She was frustrated.
So she prayed.
Then she cried.
I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall
And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call
It's just another call from home
And you'll get it and be gone
And I'll be crying
She finally realized what she needed to do, her life was going nowhere with this "relationship". He needs her, he loves her...But she doesn't need this holding her back from living her life; wishing he'd stay instead of leaving, so they could be happy together
And I'll be begging you, baby
Beg you not to leave
But I'll be left here waiting
With my Heart on my sleeve
Oh, for the next time we'll be here
Seems like a million years
And I think I'm dying
"What do I have to do to make you see... She can't love you like me?" she whispered as a tear fell
Why don't you stay
I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely
Don't I give you what you need
When she calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay?
February 16th
It was very frigid that day, they were in Seattle on tour with Raw and it was snowing furiously. She was watching the snow fall, the boredom seemed like it was eating her alive before the cold could or her guilt. Soon a sudden knock broke her train of thought and made her get up from the spot she had called 'home' for the past 10 minutes.
"Hey Mickie it's me!"
She looked through the hotel door's peephole.
It was Ted.
You keep telling me, baby
There will come a time
When you will leave her arms
And forever be in mine
But I don't think that's the truth
And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting
It's too much pain to have to bear
To love a man you have to share
He left earlier than usual, probably calling the wife to wish her goodnight. Mickie layed there in bed analyzing what Ted just said. He promised that he would leave Kristen and that they would be together forever, it was just the "telling her the truth" was harder than he thought. She had a feeling that it wouldn't be the last time that she would hear that. She wanted him to stay but he refused and said he had other things to do.
Why don't you stay
I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely
Don't I give you what you need
When she calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay
Today
It seemed like five minutes turned to ten and then turned into an hour. Mickie was waiting for an answer to come to her from the Lord, since she had no where to turn. Kelly dropped her like a hot potato since she was released, Beth told her not to get involved with him...
"I should have listened...Why was I so blinded by love?"
Finally the Lord answered her prayers and helped Mickie get the reality check she needed...She had to leave Ted, this relationship was going nowhere: he needed her as much as he needed Kristen and she couldn't live like that. Not anymore.
I can't take it any longer
But my will is getting stronger
And I think I know just what I have to do
I can't waste another minute
After all that I've put in it
I've given you my best
Why does she get the best of you?
So next time you find you wanna leave her bed for mine...
She left the church in a hurry, it was going to hurt to dump her lover but she had to do it, to free herself from her emotional chains. She took out her Blackberry and called him "Damn, he's not picking up." she silently cursed, Mickie wanted to do this face-to-face but it was just not an option.
Hey, it's Ted, if you got this I obviously have my phone off, so leave a message...
"Hey Ted its Mickie..." she had to get to the point
"I have been thinking that...We should end this. You need to stay with your wife not me." pain consumed her chest as she resisted tears
"I'm so tired of being so alone, ignored by my co-workers and my friends because of my choices and your promise." she paused
"I don't have to live this way...Why don't you stay?"
She hung up, grateful it was over...
A/N: Really sad that it didn't work out, but I guess that's my imagination for you...Please R+R =D
