Based of the song Cover my eyes~La Roux. Such a sad freaking song. My sister and I were listening to it last night and immediately thought of Kyle & Stan. We were all depressed. Anywho, Read & Review. My first peice of Angst, not sure how I did. Also, \if people want this may become a full fledged fic later on, so tell me if you want me to make it a full one.
No wonder I'm scared to look in your eyes
you've turned my away so many times
You can take it away at any given moment
it's hard to believe while
you're in this disguise
You're talking to me again, but I can't hear anything. All I see are your eyes, eyes that shine for her. I don't know what's so special about her. She breaks your heart so often. Maybe that's why I can't seem to feel anything but hate for her. I'd never break your heart, if you let me in.
So would you hold me please?
I'm trying hard to breath
I'm just surviving
So would you hold me please?
I'm trying hard to breath
Stop me from crying
The bell rings and I watch you get up, unable to understand. Is there something wrong with me? Why her and not me? I can't get it out of my head. Why not me?
When I see you walking with her
I have to cover my eyes
Every time you leave with her
Something inside of me dies
You wrap an arm around her and say goodbye to me, pulling in close to kiss her cheek. I feel like my heart's breaking. I've never felt so cold in my whole life. With a huge effort I turn away, holding back the tears, and start the long walk home. It didn't seem so long when you walked with me, but now it feels like miles.
No wonder it hurts to sit by your side
(Turned me away so many times)
there's a different song I
can play you tonight
(We don't have to sit here in silence)
We can break the pattern, we
can change the color
(it's just a little sacrifice)
You don't need to worry about the others
(it's all in your mind)
I'm staring at the clock. You said you'd be here this time. I'm not surprised that you're not here. Deep down I know you're with her. Holding her. Kissing her. Touching her.
So would you hold me please?
I'm trying hard to breath
I'm just surviving
So would you hold me please?
I'm trying hard to breath
Stop me from crying
I try to be strong, but I can't stop the tears. What's happening to us? Aren't we supposed to be Super best friends? I thought you cared, but you're always ditching me for her. Don't I matter anymore?
When I see you walking with her
I have to cover my eyes
Every time you leave with her
Something inside of me dies
Something inside me dies
My phone vibrates. It's late. I think I fell asleep crying again. I seem to do that a lot lately. It's from you.
'Sorry bout ditching out. Wendy needed me.' ~Stan
I knew it was her. Always is. It's okay though. Really. As long as you're happy I can fake it. Say it's alright. And I do. I tell you I don't mind when I do. I can't stand it, but I pretend I'm fine. Pretend I'm happy. Pretend I'll be okay. And I'll keep pretending. For you, Stan. Because if I don't you'll be worried and I can't bare the thought of you being upset and worried.
When I see you walking with her
I have to cover my eyes
(cover my eyes, cover my eyes, cover my eyes)
Every time you leave with her
Something inside of me dies
(my eyes)
So I wipe away my tears and put up a brave front, even though you can't see me. The façade slips back into place and feel a sense of emptiness as I respond back, heart broken.
'It's cool. I understand.' ~Kyle
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