AN: This was a little oneshot to make up for my lack of updating my stories. It's on the song When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne. I hope you enjoy it!
Disclaimer: I own nothing. The song and anything affiliated with it belong to Avril Lavigne.
Warning: Rated M for the ending!
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I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
She looked out the window and sighed. She got out of bed and walked into her closet pulling out her cozy robe. Then she walked over to the windowsill and sat down on the attached bench. It was gray outside. It had been ever since the day he left. Each day seemed to go on longer and longer. A single tear trickled down her cheek and she wiped it away before getting up and walking over to the bed. She made it carefully so it looked identical to the other side. The left side. His side. She hadn't gone onto that side since he left. She needed him so much. But he wasn't available.
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
Everyday that passed by, her heart ached for him. Each piece of her heart. She wished that she could see him. His face with his strong jaw line and shaggy brown hair with small slightish blonde highlights. And his eyes, his deep ocean blue eyes, they were crystal clear and he used them to look at her and she would stare at those eyes for hours at a time. A few more tears came down her cheeks but again she quickly wiped them away and finished making the bed perfect.
I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
She walked into to the closet; she hadn't moved any of his things since he left and wasn't going to. She walked towards his side and opened his drawers taking out a light blue plaid button up shirt. She took in her hands and brought it close to her face, taking in his sweet scent. It was a mixture of his cologne, which she still bought and sprayed to keep the house smelling like him. And the rest smelled like his own scent. She breathed it in and hugged the shirt close to her. Softly sobbing to herself as she leaned against his drawers and slowly fell to the ground.
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
She was remembering many things they did together. Picnics in the park, romantic dates at nice restaurants, strolls under the stars, playing in the sprinklers, the shower, and just hanging out as themselves. She missed and loved all of the things they did. She remembered the last steps she'd seen him take. She didn't want to say goodbye.
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
If all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
She cried and cried and wishing he would be there to hug her and comfort he. Was he? No he was gone. She cried for hours just sitting there. She wanted him to badly. Then she sat the shirt back into his drawer and then climbed into the shower. She began scrubbing her skin fiercely, still crying. She washed her hair and the rest of her body and then got out of the shower. She wrapped herself into a towel and then walked back into the closet. She got out a pair of dark rinse jeans and one of his many T-shirts. Then she got one of his sweatshirts and went back into her room. She got a photo album of herself and him. Then she settled onto her bed and began flipping through. There were pictures of their first date, many other dates, trips to the park, moving in together, hanging out at their apartment, him proposing, their wedding, and many other times together. Each picture brought a new tear to her eye and also a sparkle, it made her remember all of the times she's had with him. They had given each other their heart and souls.
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
Mhm.
She placed the photo album away and then walked downstairs. She walked downstairs into the kitchen, and made herself a bowl of cereal. She quickly finished eating and then went back up to her room. Like she spent many days now. She sat on her bed. Her heart was breaking and she didn't know if she could take it anymore. Her heart was missing him too much, and it hurt like hell. She collapsed onto bed, bawling.
"Why are you gone?" She asked as she cried. She just couldn't take it anymore she went into her bathroom and took her razor. She then made a deep cut and began bleeding fiercely. She cried and cried. Finally an hour later it was too hard for her body to bear.
"I miss you"
Those were Gabriella Montez' last words. But now she was with Troy. They were in heaven. Both were gone. But they didn't have to miss each other anymore.
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AN: There it is. I know it was sad. But I have an alternate version I am writing that I will post. Also I am going to post a bunch of oneshots about this song just to see how many I can make out of the song. So I will be posting more. Also I got a C on a math test and my mom said no more C's. My grandparents are going to try and talk to her. But I have no idea when I will be online again possibly a month!! I'm SO SORRY!!!! But I will try and update if I can!!!!
Xoxo
Janine