Warnings: boy x boy, meaning BOYS LIKE BOYS, so don't complain if you don't like yaoi. Eating disorders, possible cursing and cutting.
Disclaimer: I'm very sorry to say this, but I DO NOT OWN Naruto or any of it's characters. Damn it.
Pairings: SasuNaru,
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Out of control
Starvation begins
The young blond was lying tiredly on his unmade bed. His normally sky blue eyes were glazed over and had a gray, sad tint in them. His skinny arm was hanging almost lifelessly over the edge of the bed.
In his mind, Naruto was recalling the earlier conversation he had with Sasuke over ramen.
/flashback/
Naruto was happily slurping away his second bowl of ramen. Sasuke was slightly disgusted while looking at how fast rate the ramen was disappearing in the blonde's stomach.
"You know, Naruto, you will get fat at the rate your stomach is ingesting that amount of food." Raven haired youth smirked at the way other turned to look at him with a offended look.
"So what, I enjoy my food, like I enjoy every good things in life" Naruto spat between chewing and swallowing. "I don't except you to understand, you grumpy bastard! I bet you haven't ever enjoyed anything." The blond grinned at the angry glare the raven send his way.
"Well, at least I'm not fat and unlike you, I have other friends besides you!" Sasuke looked almost victorious for a moment, till the words he said sunk in. "Naruto, I didn't mean.."
The blond held up his hand to silence the other boy, while slowly rising from his seat. "No, Sasuke. I understand completely." Naruto started at the door and felt Sasuke grab his arm. "LET GO OF ME!" He yelled and ripped his arm out of others grasp, and ran out of the ramen stand.
The raven was left behind, cursing his slip.
/end of flashback/
"Am I really that fat…?" He wondered sadly, getting up from his bed and making way to his bathroom. He searched out the scale from underneath his bathroom cabinet. He stepped on the scale, looking nervously at the spinning numbers. He heard himself gasp.
"I'm 80kg?!(for you American people and others, it's 176.37 pounds)" He stared at the scale in disbelief, and walked to his bedroom and looked at himself from his full length mirror. Glad only in boxers, boy stared at his reflection. His length being 170cm (5.5 feet) people would say that he was, in fact, slightly chubby. What he saw was a fat, disgusting boy. He hadn't noticed it before.
"Sasuke's right. No wonder I've got no other friends than him. Who'd want to be friends with big, fat freak.." He grabbed at the "fat" of his stomach, twisting it and glaring at it. A lone tear trailed silently down his cheek. He turned away from the image, not wanting to look at it anymore.
"From this day on, I'm going to do ANYTHING to become perfect." He whispered darkly to himself.
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Back at Sasuke's apartment he was cursing to himself. 'I can't believe I hurt him over such a tiny quarrel… I've never seen such a clear pain in those eyes..' He clearly remembered the flash of hurt in blonde's face. He sighed silently.
"Well…There's no way around it. I'll just apologize him tomorrow at school. I just hope I didn't hurt his feelings too badly… There's no way I could stand him being angry at me…" He smiled slightly, looking at the boy's picture on his table. He was everything to him.