Chapter One

I don't know how much more the crowd can take.

Gerard prances over to me with his red tie and hid pretty little dark eyes growling "fuck me".

He screams into the mic, I can see veins popping out of his neck.

"NOW, BUT I CAN'T, AND I DON'T KNOW…"

Next thing I know I'm on the floor playing as hard as I can. The bright glare of the spotlights catch us like flies, but I have to not care. The sweat is drenching my shirt and face and yet somehow Gerard still gets a chance to play with me.

Goddamn that man is horny.

As I strum furiously, he towers directly over me. His sweat is dripping from his body onto mine as millions of shrieking fans cheer us on.

"TOO MUCH, TOO LATE, OR JUST NOT ENOUGH OF THIS, PAIN IN MY HEART FOR YOUR DYING WISH…"

With that, his body drops onto me, I let out a hard grunt. Gerard now straddles my waist and inches his fingers down the buttons under my tie as he whispers; "Ill kiss your lips again…"

He licks his lips and snickers, not losing eye contact as he gracefully pulls away. The room erupts.

What do I do. Do I get up now? Yeah, I should get up. How do I hide my boner? Shit, I'll give him crap for this later.

After the show, Mikey catches up with me.

"Dude. Next time we should turn your amp up before the show, and also, you were a little late with the riff in "Prison"... I mean I know you were a bit distracted…" He laughs at himself and then runs off to the showers.

It took me a solid half an hour to find Gerard. He was talking to some girls in the back hallway. I really wanted to mess with his mind. My chin rested on his shoulder to make it more awkward but I have to stand on my toes, "Hey Gee" I murmured, using my most seductive-voice "Ill be in the back of the bus if you want to … join me." The chicks went silent and he raised his eyebrow in half disbelief and half curiosity. I gave him a playful swat on the ass before I scampered off.

"Dude, we wrecked it tonight!" Ray gripped my shoulder.

"Yeah man, let's celebrate!"

"Want to grab Mikey and shoot some pool? There's a pub down the road."

"Sure, let me just grab some shit from the bus."

Let's just say when the bus is empty, it's really empty. It's really creepy, actually. I make sure to turn on all the lights, even in the bathroom, so I don't get raped or something.

I just need to rinse off and change my clothes. Shit Mikey, why is your area always a mess? I get to my bunk and choose a fresh(er) pair of skinny jeans and some old t-shirt.

Just as I pull my pants down, I hear the door unlock. I tense up for a second, then I remember that I change in front of these guys all the time. I hear the chattering of my entire band parading in the bus as they march to the bunk area.

I spot Otter first.

"Jesus dude, put your fucking pants on!" He covers his eyes dramatically.

"Yeah look at that boner!" Mikey points and stares. "Did you already find a hot chick or something?"

I can feel myself blushing.

"Fuck off." I mumble