Note: I am sorry about the spelling, I just can't spell. I have just started the school year 3 weeks ago and STELL not settled so I will be writing in between homework, school, work, and babysitting which is about 5 min a day so there might be a few days in between updates.
I OWN NOTHING… IN ADDITION, THE SONG'S ARE NOT MINE.
Summary: "he left me for Tasha, he left and I felt like I died" Rose's heart has been broken by the man she loved, only to fall again and harder than with Dimitri. In addition, whom she fell for is the one who helped her after Dimitri left, the 1 and only Stan Alto…
A new lover
Chapter 1 redone- Rpov
Stan is acting really weird me out today; he keeps looking at me more than normal. But that would be so bad if he wasn't out right looking so sad. In the last 10 minutes the looked at me 13 times, and each time, he looks sadder and more scared. I know he likes me and I mean likes me, I know that he is in love with me and has a twisted way of showing it, like tormenting me in class; but that's should be expected after all he is only 22 years old, and what 22 year old isn't evil to the person they like the most. I was not really lessening to the lesson when the bell rang for lunch, and like always I was the last to leave, I don't see how it's humanly possible to get your things and get out of class before the bell even finishes ringing.
"Rose, do you mind staying after class!" Stan called as I got up from my seat in the last row.
"Umm, sure" I replied looking up confused as I walked up to his desk.
"Rose, Dimitri asked me to give this to you," he said looking nerves and afraid. Even more confused I took the note and it read:
Dear Roza,
You should know I left to be with Tasha, I love her not you. When you get this, I will be gone. I never loved you and I never will I was just using you; you were jest a toy to me so get on with your life and go join a bloodwhore camp. That's what you are, just a slut who will spread her legs to whoever will fuck her … its o-v-e-r
- D
By the time I finish reading his note I was crying, Stan was trying to comfort me by wrapping his arms around me and rocking back and forth it did help me some. But the thought of Stan holding me felt good, scared me so I broke out of his hug and ran to my room.
"Rose! Stop" Stan called after me but I ignored him and continued running, Stan made a move to run after me but was stopped by another teacher asking him something.
When I got back to my room the tears had stop and all that was left was anger, anger at Dimi-HIM for leaving me, and anger at me for leaving Stan, I put down my school bags and decided I was going to skip my classes for the rest of the day, I sat down on my bed after I got my a pen and my note book and started writing a new song (a/n song not mine song is everybody's Fool by Evanescence I just changed the word she too he)
Perfect by nature
icons of self-indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that
never was and never will be
have you no shame? Don't you see me?
you know you've got everybody fooled
look here he comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know he
never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
without the mask where will you hide?
can't find yourself lost in your lie
I know the truth now
I know who you are
and I don't love you anymore
it never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool.
As I was finished the song there was a knock on my door, I got up off my bed, still almost in tears and I opened the door only to look into the dark blue eyes of Stan Alto
"Rose are you alright" he asked, but all I could do was nod before the dam broke and the tears came. He wrapped his arms around me and I rested my head on his chest as I cried and he never left me all night but after most of the night of crying, I drifted to sleep.
When I woke up I was still with Stan, he must have fell asleep after I did. I looked down on his sleeping face and my breath stopped he was so hot! It made my heart beat faster. I had just realized that I was no longer sad about Dimitri somewhere along the line of crying about him I got over it and fell in love with Stan, I know that now; I love Stan. Maybe I never even loved Dimitri, because I fell more hurt about the things he said to me then about him leaving, Stan was starting to wake up as I realized I was pressing myself closer to him and my hand rested on the side of his faces. He leaned into my touch and opened his eyes to look up at me just as I brought my lips to his.
"Wow, what a way to wake up," Stan said as the kiss ended, and all I did was laugh.
A/N- original work count was 701 words new count is 1,017