Title: I Hate That I Love You

Fandom: Twilight

Rated: T

Pairing: Leah and Bella

Summary: I hate that my heart swells every time I see your face. I hate that every time I approach you with every intention of putting you in your place, I can't do it, and have to settle for some meager insult. I hate my possessiveness over you. I hate that I was forced to love you, but I wouldn't trade it for the world. I hate that I want to kiss those lips. Most importantly, I hate that I love you. I hate that I love you, Bella Swan.

Chapter 1.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything,
besides these little plot bunnies!

Warning: This is going to turn into a fem-slash story if I continue it, so if you don't like that sort of thing then it's not my problem, just don't read it. You have been warned.

Leah POV

I'm sitting down in a chair, as far away as I could possibly be from the others without actually leaving Sam and Emily's property. Why was I here? Well, it wasn't like I had a choice in the matter, usually I attempt to stay as far away from here as I possibly could while staying in La Push, but Sam had forced me to come here to "interact" with the pack. It didn't seem possible with Embry, Quil, Jared, and Paul goofing off, not acknowledging my presence. Yeah. Fuck you too, assholes...

Their annoying behavior was suddenly put to a stop as the familiar sound of Jacob's bike was heard coming our way. It certainly took him long enough, now I can get the fuck away from here while he talks to Sam about how the talk with the leech went. To my immense displeasure, Jacob wasn't alone on that bike. He was accompanied by none other than Bella Fucking Swan herself. Before I could actually think of anything to say to her about coming here, my wolf was alerted to her arms wrapped around Jacob, this caused a low growl to irrupt from my throat.

Mine.

I internally slapped myself. No Leah, not yours. We decided that when we started fighting this Imprint in the first place. You hate her, you hate everything about her. I could hear my wolf growling again as it replied to my thoughts. No you don't hate her, you hate what she does to you. l would never admit it out-loud, but my wolf was right. I didn't hate her; it was impossible. I hated what she did to me, what she made me feel.

As I collected myself from the internal argument with my wolf over our imprint, I was brought back to reality, and noticed that Jacob and Bella were now off of the bike, and standing in front of Embry, Quil, Jared, and Paul. "I'm glad you're here Bella," Embry started, "Maybe we can get a break from Jake's obsessive inner monologue." I rolled my eyes, but silently agreed, after all, when he thinks about her it in turn causes me to think about her, and that's something I'd rather not do.

Paul immediately jumped into the conversation, imitating Jacob horribly, "I wish Bella would call!" Jacob dryly laughed at that, while Jared continued, stopping gnawing on his chicken leg for two seconds, "I wish Bella wouldn't call!" Embry started after him, "Maybe I should call Bella?" He flashed a smile as Quil finished, "Maybe I should call Bella and hang up?" They quickly irrupted into giggles, and booming laughter. Imbeciles.

Bella was warily smiling, and glanced up to meet my eyes. My scowl disappeared and she looked away as my heart raced inside my chest. Damn it! I hate that my heart swells every time I see your face. I thought, willing Bella to hear it, as Jacob attempted to cut off the packs giggles while sporting an embarrassed smile himself, "Alright, shut up now." I shook my head and stood up from my chair, walking down to where Bella and the pack were standing, glare firmly planted on my face.

Bella's head shot my way for a second, before she looked back to Jacob, "Bella this is Leah Clearwater, Harry's daughter." He stated firmly, as everyone silenced. Bella looked at me with genuine sympathy, "Hey. I'm really sorry about your father." My face softened a bit, and I wasn't able to tell her off like I had originally planned, "If you're here to torture Jacob some more feel free to leave." As I walked away I could see Bella flinch from the corner of my eye.

My heart felt a pang, and my wolf growled at me for hurting her. I continued on with the list of things that I hated that Bella Swan made me do, or feel. I hate that every time I approach you with every intention of putting you in your place, I can't do it, and have to settle for some meager insult. It was just another thought that she, or anyone else for that matter, would never hear as long as they lived.

Jacob slightly raised his eyebrows as he dryly commented, "Fun, isn't she?" Bella looked like she was about to say something to him as she frowned, but was cut off by my cousin, who was walking out of the house, Sam in tow, "Bella," She drawled out her name, "Hi!" Bella quickly replied back with a "Hey." As Emily sported a smile that looked like it would split her face in two.

Emily walked closer to Bella, that annoying smile still plastered to her face, "I was wondering when we'd see your face around here again." She stated as she hugged Bella. My wolf growled, upset that someone else was touching my mate. Worse, that someone I hated was touching my mate. Mine, my wolf growled. Bella's response was muffled, and quiet, "Yeah, same here." Another thing to add to that damn list. I hate my possessiveness over you.

Jacob looked to Sam with a guarded expression, "Sam, we good?" I flinched at the name of my Ex, as Sam stiffly nodded, "We're good." I sighed after a moment. I knew that Sam had tried to fight the imprint, but as hard as he fought it hadn't worked. I also knew that I would end up giving in, but right now I was just going to be stubborn. Well, look at that, another thing to add to my mind list. I hate that I was forced to love you, but I wouldn't trade it for the world. Because when I did give in to this, I knew I wouldn't trade it away for anything.

Bella turned to look at me, pursing her lips. Her soft lips, that I wanted nothing more then to kiss. I'm going to have to write this fucking list down so I don't forget this shit... I hate that I want nothing more then to kiss those lips. There was a confused look on her face for a moment, probably wondering why I was standing on a hill outside Emily and Sam's house. I shot her a smirk, before jumping off the hill, phasing into my wolf form in mid-air.

My large head looked back towards her, and I saw her smile. A faint smile, none the less, but it was directed at me. My wolf was practically jumping for joy at the fact that we made her smile, and I now knew that I had to add one last thing to the list before the day is over. Most importantly, I hate that I love you. I hate that I love you, Bella Swan, but I do, and I can't fight it any more.

This time, I wanted her to hear it.

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