Hiii! Okay so im supposed to be writing a paper for social studies but this popped into my head and for the love of all things polka-dotted, I can't get it out so imma hurry up and write it and post it so I can continue on social studies crap.
Edwards POV
I sat on the couch reading Wuthering Heights, one of Bella's favorite books. I sighed. Bella, my Bella. Leaving her was the hardest thing I have ever done. We put her in danger every day yet she still loved us. I was not the only one who missed her though. Leaving Bella had taken effect on all of us. Rosalie and Emmet were no longer very public about their relationship and often went running alone. Alice and Jasper would sit silently Alice waiting, and hoping for a vision of us returning, but she never got any. Jasper would faithfully sit by her side the whole day. Carlisle and Esme were probably the worst. They were always fighting, most of their bouts ending in Esme crying and Carlisle going for a long walk alone. Carlisle, I also noticed, was spending more time at the hospital. I had never seen them like this before and I hated seeing everyone like this. I knew deep down that this was my fault. As I sat there on the couch I felt like a need a hug. A gesture of love. Anything. I knew only Bella could fill that place. But I also knew we were never going back so I needed someone else to fill that need. I sought out Esme. I was probably the only moving thing in the house as I went upstairs. I knocked on Carlisle's study. "Come in" he thought. I walked in and noticed him sitting by the window looking out. "Where is Esme?" I questioned. "She went for a run" was all he said. Probably a result of their last argument. Everyone had heard it.
*FLASHBACK*
We could all hear them shouting but no words could be made out through the walls. Everyone heard a crash and a door slamming and Esme running downstairs crying and out the back door into the woods.
*END OF REALLY SHORT FLASHBACK*
I sighed and thought how easy this would be for them if I weren't here…I got an idea as Alice gasped.
Okay so in my story Edward was thinking of suicide RIGHT before dear little Alice got her vision of Bella. And yes I know he's not supposed to be with his family but WHATEVER PEOPLE IT'S A FANFICITON SO GOOOOOO WITH IT : D I'D LOOOOOOVE YOU IF YOU HIT THAT LITTLE REVIEW BUTTON! If anyone has any ideas for a new fanfiction (esp. e&c ones) and they don't wanna write it….or if anyone would be kind enough to give me an idea (crack fics too!) I AM HERE FOR YA! JUST PM ME! Okay well I gotta go write my SS paper so BIYEEEEE! 8D
