Saved

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Standing on the edge of a cliff somewhere on the country side was a tall blonde man. Young from the looks of it.

Unaware of the fact that he is being watched by someone.

…Yuka, wait for me…

It was as if some cruel god was punishing me for the things I have done in the past. Just when I thought I was finally happy to let her go. Being able to contently look at her from afar and see her smiling face, laughing with the man she loves. Finally at peace with the fact that I can never be the man who'd be lucky enough to wake up beside her everyday and kiss her good morning, she dies.

I cannot stop the tears from coming. I couldn't care anymore.

Up above, gray thick clouds loomed over. Mourning with me. It, too, seems to want to cry at my loss. And cry it did.

To jump or not to jump that is the question. An obvious answer lay in front of me. I'm merely two inches from death now. The land before me towered over the beautiful, vast sea. The waves, crashing ever so madly underneath, seem impatient. I even picked the perfect spot for my death.

Always the drama queen, aren't I, Yuka?

She's probably giving me a long hard look from wherever she is now. And if she was here beside me, I'd get an extremely painful punch on the gut for being all emotional and stupid. I would love to have her do that over and over again just to have her beside me, or, for the more accurate term, around me.

The only person she'll be with is Yukihira, she made that crystal clear when they exchanged vows a few months ago. It was at that moment that I knew I really lost.

I'll do anything.

Anything.

Anything to get her to punch me.

To feel that she cares.

…Yuka...

I sighed her name.

I clutched the stone dangling miserably from my neck and over my heart. "A little something from me to you." I remember she said that after a childish fight over Batman and Pikachu. The only remnant of her existence. It's still emitting the same warmth you'd get from her when you know her smile is directed at you.

I shall cherish this forever.

I closed my eyes, shutting everything around me in silence and tried to feel my heartbeat. Slow, tedious sounds made its way through my being. They sound tired. I'm tired.

My knees are starting to give way.

…This is it, Yuka…

...It's time...

And with a gust of wind, my body fell forward.

…I'm coming…

…

A pair of hands caught my body just as I was about to head face first towards the icy waters and with a loud thud, I found myself on the ground.

My back protested in pain. I opened my once shut eyes only to find them staring in the beautiful autumn.

...

"….Yuka….."

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"I'm pretty sure I died already when I saw her..."

A/N: It's been a year since I last updated this. M sorry for the sloppy writing, I've had very little practice over the past few months. I genuinely felt bad about wanting to start another fan fic and not finish this. I owe Narumi and I will honor my promise to at least make him happy in this story.

This series is so lovingly dedicated to my favorite emo kid, Narumi :) - guess who he ends up spooning later (: me heeee *I shall get multiple face palms because of that.

-AU (I've yet to uhh say the heroine for this story 'cause you guys hafta guess that or it's another OC coming!)

and...uhh... review please? (:

LOVE SENT!

~vjeury