Story: I Think I Love You

Chapter: My Secret

Summary: He seals the truth that he feels about her inside, thinking that it was just a petty crush. But what happens if her smiles, personality, and even her clumsiness is making it hard to forget and making the crush grow to a whole new level. Can he contain himself or will he just spill his guts to her? Romance/ Humor

A/N: I will try to update Inuyasha Idol whoever reads this who knows Inuyasha Idol that I write.

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The sun arose from the horizon, knocking the moon out of its way. The sky of black and gray disintegrating into colors of bright morning that symbolized the beginning of a new day. To awake fresh and new, stretch out your arms and say, 'Hello World!' Smile and continue on your merry way and wave to citizens that passes you by. Everyone…well mostly the blue eyed brunette who always apologized over the littlest things like when you trip because of her foot. She'll go bizarre or have seizure saying sorry in run on sentences and you won't know when she'll ever stop.

This people find charming and adorable, but for the man that loves her it irked him so much he could be driven up a wall. Her constant blabbering and her always happy smile as if the world was just as jolly as her and everything was okay, nothing bad can happen. Always cheerful and hyper, even a tad bit clumsy, sometimes too much could make her brain go haywire. It annoyed him like hell yet inside he adored it to the most consent. Her smile lit up the dark corners of his torn heart, her happiness made him show a smile even though he did hide it with an insult as, 'don't be stupid' or 'why are you so happy all the damn time,' he would scoff yet behind those words he was dancing with delight. Her clumsiness was rather…..what's the word? Cute. Though he would never admit it to anyone, ever. Men like him don't use girly/ feminine words like cute. It was just unspeakable in the male language that you let one syllable of the word roll off you tongue, you would be considered a pansy.

Yes men are strange girls and we must accept it. Even their strange and incomprehensible language that we must decode with our minds. If we are lucky we might uncover an actual sentence from their mouthsBut back on topic here.

Yes you could say he adored the clumsy, cheerful, polite, but yet always dazed blue eyed brunette. Our favorite girl in all of history who found out the zodiac curse and the victims of its depth. She could only imagine how it felt like and yet he seemed fond of her, but inside he was jealous of her freedom. The girl who always seemed to leave the tub running or trip down the steps in a rush she was always in, the one who apologized over everything maybe even almost stepping on a flower. Wait…..nah. Yes the girl who always seems to make you smile and warm your heart, our own Tohru Honda which was now cooling the tea kettle, tipping the spout into the fine china on the table for breakfast.

He rubbed his eyes as he sat up on his small futon on the floor, cracking the kinks in his low back area. He stretched his arms also and shut the incompetent clock off, dismissing the eternal buzzing that would forever be remembered in his mind as a warning in the morning. Etched in stone or maybe that was the enchanting blue pools hypnotizing him in his slumber. They swirled it, was her eyes again. Even her brown hair seemed to tickle his nose in his images when he was unconscious and snoozing. He clobbered his head, orange hair swaying in front of his face that he had to blow some out of his view to see. He really needed have a reality check. The sun shined on his orange tresses and his reddish brown orbs look tired yet full of energy.

"Kyo, Yuki! Time for breakfast!" Shigure's shouts came from downstairs and he sighed. Same old routine yet he rubbed his eyes and staggered into a standing position. Enjoying the feel of the morning breeze blow from the window and ruffle his cotton white t-shirt. He rubbed the texture between his thumb and forefinger taking a breath of the air even though morning breath seemed bad to inhale. He proceeded swiftly closing the sliding door behind him confronting a familiar face of purple. The air seemed to tense a bit, both eyes pierced the other's and glared into each other's soul. Neither backed down.

"Damn rat," he muttered under his breath and Yuki looked at him, continuing down the steps in front of Kyo.

"Stupid cat," his sentence lingered in the air and he narrowed his eyes wanting to shrink that rat into a mini bite size piece. The air seemed to be freed of the stillness when he rubbed off that comment, for now anyway. Breakfast was silent though he secretly took glances beside him to see the girl sip the liquid down her throat. His stomach did flip flops when her eyelashes fluttered open to reveal those mesmerizing blue eyes and that enchanting bright morning smile, showing all her pearly whites. A red tinge was noticeable on his face and unfortunately Tohru noticed.

"Oh Kyo-kun!" she hurriedly sat up at full alert and quickly covered his forehand with her hand feeling his temperature. Concern and care wound in her expression and she stared intently at him. "Are you alright?" she asked sincerely and he couldn't keep his eyes away from her face that just made the blush increase tenfold.

"K-keh! I don't need your help. I'm fine!" He ignored the hurtful eyes when he slapped her hand away and continued finishing his breakfast. Shigure folded his newspaper, raising an eyebrow at his strange behavior. Of course the cat ignored him. Today was going to be a long day. Now as the three were walking to school in this fine October weather. The winds seemed to pick up blowing some colored leaves their way that one landed on Tohru's cheek as she shivered in her coat. Kyo suppressed the urge to rap his arm around her thin waist and she giggled inspecting the leaf's edges and shape. Lifting it in her hand, letting the breeze carry it away, sending it on its journey. She smiled and in return Yuki seem to also smile at her as Kyo looked at them from behind. He sighed, if only he was the one she was smiling at instead of that damn rat. Kyo looked away as the breeze ruffled his messy hair.

Tohru looked over her shoulder at him, urging him to continue on with them. "Come on Kyo-kun!" He seemed to smile inside as he caught up with them in a low stride. She always waited for him.

"Now class copy this equation, it will be on the test," announced the teacher yet he droned the teacher's useless voice out with a flick as he kept staring at someone's back. All the cat could pay attention to is the brunette who carefully transferred the equation to her notebook. She licked her lips in concentration and he seemed to have the same sensation of rosy cheeks from this morning. When she felt his gaze, she turned around to catch his eye and waved lightly with a smile. The one she always wore, the goofy happy Tohru Honda. He turned his head away quickly, grumbling, but found himself smiling.

As he sneaked one more glance at her locks and blue eyes. One thought approached his mind.

'Tohru Honda, she must never know my secret.'

"Hi Kyo-kun!" Tohur waved at him from the center of the hallway where the Yankee and Hanajima were on each side of her tiny form. They raised a brow and he nodded acknowledging them.

'That I might be falling for her.'