Beleive me, Luv.
CelticLady- I'm planning this as a one-shot. And I don't own BtVS or any of its characters.
Spike looked back, as he ran from the house, still shocked by what he had done.
Before he left town completely, he had to leave her a note; some sort of apology.
Slayer
Things got out of hand.
I guess I'm still the big bad and I always will be, whether I'm tryin, or not.
I do love you. That was never a lie. It's easier to write this than to say it.
I never meant to do that to you.
Believe me, luv.
I never meant for that to happen.
I'm sorry.
You deserve more than a soulless monster, so I'm leaving.
I'll be back, someday.
Maybe somehow, I'll be worthy of you.
Love,
Spike.
"Take care of the place for me, Clem. Make sure the slayer gets this if she comes looking for me."
"You got it, Spike."
………...
On the outskirts of Sunnydale, Spike looked back.
"I'll be back someday. Believe me, Luv."