A handful of strawberry jam
Unseen crimson eyes
Trying on different laughs
To find the perfect one
Even if it isn't real
If I never get to use it
This makes up me
A runaway, a hider
A fighter
A mind that competes
With the best and
The best runner up
Who is a quitter
This is my history
This makes up me
A bitten thumbnail
Messed up hair
Looking like I just woke up
Dark circles caused from eyeliner
To make it appear
I have never slept
This makes up me
A mind to match the best
A desire to be the best
Percentages… statics
Which determines what I do
Knowing your name
And when you die
But not your limits
This makes up me
Wide eyes that creep
Upon facts within milliseconds
A back hunched over
A craving
A desire to meet the best
To conquer over the best
This makes up me
Sleeping above a restaurant
Staring at myself in my mirror
Wishing to know when I die
A messy mat to sleep on
Eyeliner to put on
This makes up me
An enjoyment of killing
Knowing that they will die anyway
A strange way to investigate
Already knowing the clues
The nails need to be kept a secret
Mutilation of a body
Mutilation of my body
In the end
This makes up me
Knowing how far I would go
To be the best
My feet upon my chair
My brain runs for a few more hours
The gasoline waits
I love the smell
The smell of victory
This makes up me
Wiping down the surface
Everything
There will be no traces
Not from the best
The sprinklers turned off
So the smoke won't alert them
The last doll
Placed perfectly
Beyond Birthday
Me
The last victim in place
This makes up me
Excellence
Not a hair out of place
The match waits for me
The gasoline at my disposal
Naomi Misora
Will find out
But it will be too late
My best to beat the best
Needing to beat him
This makes up me
The gasoline trickling down my spine
That I caused to curve
The match held in my hands
My smooth skin is lit
Trying not to cry out
Breathing in the smoke
My skin turning black
Peeling
My flesh is leaving
Something cool hits me
The best doesn't fail
This is what I want to make up me
But I have failed
I am not the best
My mind collapses
After all this time
I still lose
This makes up me