This is me trying to get out of my comfort zone, it is the first time I write Gruvia and my first try at angst; I don't know if it is good so please tell me if you want me to continue it.
That night; you loved me, right?
There was a party at the Fairy Tail guild, but not just one of their casual parties but a real celebration, they were celebrating Asuka's birthday; during the day at least, but when the time came and the little girl was taken back home, the real party began, to Magnolia's citizens despair, it went louder and further into the early morning than their normal parties; alcohol, guild fights, alcohol, singing, dancing and more alcohol made it a night to remember, though many would rather forget all about that night and the embarrassing things they did, which wouldn't be possible thanks to a certain bartender who took photos of almost everything that happen that night and only God knows what she'd do with them in the future.
In between all the funny, crazy things happening around in the guild hall that night, only the observing eye of Mira Jane could catch a something certainly worthy of her attention happening. There in a dark corner stood the stripper boy pinning the rain woman to the wall, she was tomato red and a nervous smile decorated her face that was inches apart from his; the girl seemed to mutter something and though the white-haired girl couldn't hear it, she read her lips and even with the noticeable stutter the young mage had, Mira managed to make up what she said "G,g,gra,a,ay-sa,sama", whispered the young mage whose lips were quickly captured by those of the semi-naked ice mage.
Juvia couldn't have been happier than she was when Gray's lips touched hers, finally feeling the love of her life returning her feelings made her confident of herself, but before she could wrap her arms around his neck and deepen the kiss like she wanted to, he pulled away; she wore a look of disappointment while his was filled with lust, that look made her want to melt in his arms. She wanted to say something but words wouldn't come out, although at the end it wasn't necessary as he spoke first with a fearful determination "You liked that" it wasn't a question, not that he needed to ask anyway, she is his #1 fan after all.
The water mage just stood there not knowing what to do, she just blushed harder and nodded to which he smirked proudly and kissed her once more with more passion this time sending her straight to cloud nine. When they parted she was gasping for air while he remained as cool as always with his victorious smirk still present which only grew bigger when his female companion looked down to that not-so-little something growing inside his pants; he was aroused and she had noticed, the oldest of the Strauss siblings had noticed too, hell you could even see it from afar, and that is something he was very proud of.
His hands that were on either sides of her mid section to prevent her from going anywhere (not that she wanted to) moved to hold her slim waist as his lustful voice spoke "Wanna take care of that? It is your fault after all" the girl blushed even more (if that was even possible), gulped and nodded before going to her knees and getting mentally prepared to do the job when his voice stopped her "Not like that you dummy, get up, we're going to my place".
Juvia didn't know what to do, say or think anymore; Gray was acting different, not to say that she minded, but she didn't think he had drank enough to become THIS drunk; anyway she wouldn't fight it, it was all that she ever wanted, she had her precious Gray-sama all to herself and she would enjoy every bit of it.
They left the guild hall holding hands but weren't notice by their busy guild mates that were too focused on fights and drinking contests. He led her to his apartment and straight to his bedroom, he wasn't wasting any time and neither was she, Juvia's clothes were off almost as fast as Gray could take off his, both jumped on the bed and the fun started and took hours to end, hell the guy had stamina, not that she complained of course.
The next morning Juvia woke up feeling both, tired and refreshed, she sat up and looked around but didn't recognize her surroundings at first glance until she remembered the events of last night and her cheeks went red once more; she covered her bare torso with the sheet and looked to the side. Gray was still sleeping and looked as handsome as always while doing so, she stared at his sleeping face for a moment before he woke up. First thing he saw was the blue-haired girl seating on his bed staring at him, he jumped up in shock at the side of her not understanding anything but then he remembered and made an expression that showed his horror.
Juvia didn't understand, she truly thought, or hoped, that when he saw her he would smile and say "good morning" to her in a tender tone; it confused her to see him like that so she asked for and explanation.
-Is something wrong with Gray-sama?
-Last night…- he regretfully muttered - … wasn't a dream, was it?
-If Gray-sama means what happened during and after the party – she said while blushing – it wasn't.
-So I… we?
-Yes.
-Oh my God, Juvia I am so sorry!
-What for? – she innocently asked.
-For… dirtying you like that, using your body… it was wrong and I'm really sorry.
-Gray-sama did nothing wrong, Juvia was happy to be loved by him.
-That's not it, I was drunk, that's the problem, all that I did or said to you… it meant nothing.
-To Juvia it did.
-I know and I'm sorry to have taken advantage of your feelings for my own pleasure.
-Juvia doesn't regret it, she loves the fact that her first was Gray-sama.
-Don't be happy about it! Juvia why don't you get it?! You may have felt loved but I didn't love you! All night long my body acted alone, I played with you to get what I wanted and that's it!
-Is that true? That it didn't mean anything? – she asked with her voice cracking a bit.
-I'm sorry but that's what happens when you have drunken sex.
The girl stood up with the saddest expression ever displayed, she stood at the side of the bed forgetting she was completely naked, or maybe she remembered but did not care. Gray looked away as she got dressed not wanting to come across as the pervert everyone thought he was, he just sat there in silence as she walked out the door, but not before making him feel the worse among the worst with the last words he'll hear from her in a long time: "Even if Juvia is fooling herself, please let her pretend that Gray-sama loved her for that one night at least". And with that, she left his room, his house, the guild and his life.