Title: What we gained......
Author: Strange Music-;
Couple: Taito
Summary: We are all who we are. We can
change it, but we can never change ourselves. (Yaoi)
Rating: PG
Sequel: No…it's to short for a Sequel
Okay….As I
warned you. The next one would be Yaoi. And it is. So if you can't stand
a story that contains facts about a male/male relationship.
Don't read it!
As simple as that.
I don't go round read Tai+Sora either and then decide
to flame the Author about how he can write such a couple when Matt/Tai are so
much better.
So….if you read this little story you now know what
you are getting yourself into and don't come whining to me afterwards ;)
Okay….for all of you still around.
This is just a short one…the next one will be a lot
longer. Actually has 60 KB so far…and I will post the first part soon.
What we
gained......
//Courage and Friendship//
I think we both weren't so sure, whether we had
gotten the right crest for us.
Friendship and me. It just wasn't a concept that
fit.
And I know that Taichi was thinking along the same
lines.
But hindsight they were more than perfect
//They are what we were//
I guess it was his courage that made him our leader.
To take the lead and the plans.
But to also take the fault when he was wrong. And the
blame when any of us got hurt.
It took all my friendship to become a part of
the group. Friendship I hadn't even
known
that I possessed anymore.
//It was what he needed//
Because it took all of his courage to remain the
leader. When things got rough. When
all he wanted to do was to be like the rest of
us. Free of any responsibilities. It was then
that he needed that courage to lead.
Not many 11 years old were the leader of a group
that held the fate of two worlds in their hands.
And it was friendship that I needed most. Even
when I didn't know it at the beginning. Having
spent so much time of my life alone that it had
become so natural for me like breathing.
That I didn't even realise that I was missing
something.
//It was what it gave us//
We could all see Taichi grow in his role as our
leader. Gaining courage from what he
was doing. Gaining strength.
He is now a different person than he was before.
And it was friendship that it gave to me. The
friendship of 6 wonderful people that I
otherwise would have never gotten to know.
They gave me strength.
//To give us strength when
we needed it most//
And so it was courage that gave him the strength
to tell me that he loved me.
And it was a feeling a lot deeper than
friendship that made me accept it full hearted.
He had looked so young that day. Even younger
that they day we met. I couldn't
believe that only 5 years had passed since then.
There was fear in his eyes even before
he opened his mouth for the first word
But also the determination.
"There is something I need to tell you Yamato.
Something that you might or might not like
to hear. But something that I need to say before
I choke on it."
I was afraid of what he would say. But my
friendship to him was hat made me stay and
listen.
I didn't regrets it a bit when he leaned forward
and kissed my cheek. And with a serious
expression like none before declared. "I love
you Matt"
And as I replied with a hug and a smile. We both
knew that our life would never be the
same.
//Because sometimes it is all you got. //
For a long time we didn't tell anybody about our
change in relationships. Then after we
were secure with it for ourselves. We started
with telling it to our sibling. Glad to see that they
were happy for us.
And our friends. Who despite a few gasps and big
looks took the news rather good as well.
Yet that the other got to know it was by
accident.
We didn't want them to know. Because we were
sure that it wouldn't be good.
In the end what we feared didn't came even close
to what happened.
Because it took all our courage in that time.
When everybody seemed to have an option on our
life. And everyone was so sure to
be right were we were wrong.
Hateful letters calling us perverts. Stones
through our windows. Suspicious
looks of what we might do when we walked through
our street. For a lot of them we
weren't even human anymore.
And it took all our friendship to make it
through that time.
In a time when even our parents were too afraid
to be seen with us. It were our
friends that helped us through it
//Because sometimes it is
all you need//
At least it was all we needed to leave everything
behind two years later.
When we no longer felt like two human being. When
people would hide their
children from us because we were sick or might be a bad
influence on them.
Because who knows, throwing a gaze at use might turn
them gay too.
In another town.
Were people didn't know us.
Leaving behind all that was dear.
And even 10 years later we still miss them.
But is was courage that gave us the strength to leave.
And friendship that was the reason. Friendship to
those that we loved.
That we wanted and needed to protect.
So that at the end of the road Courage and
friendship was all we ever were
//All we
ever will be//
The End's
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"YOU SUCK" is not constructive…especially if you
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