Nightmare

Author: Mujaki no Tsubasa

Rating: R

Shouichi kisses him and his arms trail along slender neck and lips so soft he is afraid he would bruise them. Red hair tickles his cheek and his nose and flutter against pale eyelashes and Spanner takes it all in, inhaling and exhaling the air intoxicated by the person in his embrace. His head swims in waves of soft caresses and feather kisses and ghostly touches and Shouichi Shouichi Shouichi all of it taking control over his mind and-

He gasps in shortened breaths and lungs expand not nearly enough and he suffocates for oxygen and more Shouichi Shouichi Shouichi until he slips away in unconsciousness.

Shouichi's hands are all over him now, fingers moving and twisting and tugging at rusty zippers and insistent buttons and sliding fabric inch by inch off Spanner's sleek skin. His lips are pulling away from Spanner's pressing against cheeks and jaws and teeth grazing at pale column of naked flesh and licking at his dark tattoo and trailing down thin collarbone and kissing his chest and-

He moans and whispers Shouichi Shouichi Shouichi I love you and hands clawing with abandon at fabric tearing it apart.

He yanks at Shouichi's top and almost ripping the white uniform to shreds and tearing Byakuran to pieces as he kisses - almost biting Shouichi's swollen lips and tongue invades sweet orifice and sweeping across teeth and tasting saliva. He drinks moans and whimpers and eats up gasps and devour Shouichi whole and it is so mind-numbing he could drown and die and there will be no regrets and-

His lips hang open and air would not go in nor would carbon dioxide come out but it feels so good and he slips back into the haze of opium and-

Shouichi's skin slick under his touch and Shouichi's flesh ripple under his skin and he hangs on to it with iron grip and lips claiming every inch of Shouichi Shouichi Shouichi so beautiful. He kisses soft hazy eyelids and Shouichi looks at him with adoration and devotion and love and he goes crazy with want and desire and slipping even more into white oblivion and-

He writhes and turns and twitches on the sheets and knuckles are white and pale hair tossles and lungs malfunction and-

Shouichi bare before his eyes and face filled with want and need and he cannot bear to control and he takes it all in his mouth and Shouichi cries Spanner Spanner Spanner and he cannot stop but suck and suck and lick and hold Shouichi in his hands to hear Spanner Spanner Spanner pouring out from petal lips. Mind swirls in the taste and lost in the taste and absorbing it into his own and oh God Shouichi Shouichi Shouichi I want you so badly I could die and-

Head tosses back against stiff mattress and he cries with dry desert throat and eyes no longer see-

Hand runs down the length of Shouichi's back and he licks at the salt and sugar and skin and Shouichi begs with rasp breathy voice for Spanner Spanner Spanner Take me now and he complies with a moan and body shake in pleasure and pain and sweet opium and he drowns in ecstasy. Shouichi's arms tight around his neck Shouichi's lips hot against his skin and Shouichi's tears wet against his cheek and his hips move and Shouichi cries and cries and screams for Spanner Spanner Spanner Harder Faster and insanity starts to take shape and the world starts to fall and Shouichi arches against his chest and-

He wakes up, sticky wetness between his legs and hot, bitter tears rolling down heated skin in realization that Shouichi is not there but tucked away safely on Byakuran's bed.