Wolfram's out of my Life
Summary: Yuuri's thoughts when Wolfram is finally out of his life. Songfic Oneshot
Genre: Angst/Romance
Rating: K+
Disclaimer: I have no claim over KKM and She's out of my life.
A/N: The song belongs to Josh Groban and I changed the she to he.
He's out of my life
He's out of my life
And I don't know whether to laugh or cry
He should be glad, right? He got what he had always wanted.
Wolfram was finally off his bed.
Then why were tears falling from his eyes?
I don't know whether to live or die
And it cuts like a knife
He's out of my life.
It was ironic. The moment Yuuri lost Wolfram he felt like he had lost a very important part of himself.
He hadn't felt ecstatic like he had always believed he would when Wolfram finally let him go.
It's out of my hands
It's out of my hands
To think for two years he was here
And I took him for granted
I was so cavalier
Now the way that it stands
He's out of my hands.
Flashback:
Yuuri had another fight with Wolfram. For Yuuri, it was a part of their daily routine so he hadn't paid much attention to it.
But for Wolfram, he had finally reached his limit.
"So this is nothing but a mistake for you all this time, huh?" the blond had said, his voice cold, his face emotionless. The only thing that betrayed his façade was the hurt evident in his emerald gaze.
"Yes." The black-haired king had said exasperatedly.
"Fine." The Maou's fiancé had said curtly.
Yuuri had blinked once. Then twice. A dumb expression on his face.
Wolfram had turned on his heels and started to walk to the door.
"Wolf! Wait!" The dark-eyed boy had said after the fair-haired knight.
"The papers would be ready for you to sign tomorrow morning. At last you'll have your freedom." He had replied, his back facing his king and his voice detached.
"Wolfram!" The half-demon ruler had said agitatedly.
"Good night Your Majesty." His voice quivering from the effort of holding his tears back. Then, he had finally turned the knob and let himself out of their room. No Heika's room.
That night, he had lied in his gigantic bed. Alone and cold.
So I've learned that love is not a possession
And I've learned that love won't wait
Now I've learned that love needs expression
But I learned too late
Why hadn't he realized it before?
Why hadn't he found out before that he loved Wolfram?
He had taken his fiancé for granted.
He had thought the flaxen-haired prince would be by his side forever.
He's out of my life
He's out of my life
Damned indecision and cursed pride
Kept my love for him locked deep inside
And it cuts like a knife
He's out of my life.
If it weren't for his damned pride, he and Wolfram would have been happy a long time ago.
He wouldn't be crying his heart out now if only he had accepted that he could be happy with another guy.
He wouldn't suffer like this.
He wouldn't feel as if his heart was being ripped out of his chest.
When Yuuri had spent all of his energy crying and weeping, he uttered in a heart-wrenching voice:
"Wolfram's out of my life."
Owari
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