Sing Me To Sleep
A short dabble about what happens when your heart breaks when someone leaves you for another, before you're able to even tell them those 3 simple words. But often times they are not needed. Kai x Rei (death fic with a happy ending?)
Looking across the vast world I see before me I can't believe that all those dreams and wishes shattered on the ground before my feet; you held them all up. I always knew you would leave me one day, that you grow your wings and fly to the heavens leaving me far behind to wallow in my own sadness. You've picked me up so many time, held my hand when we where both scared all those times.
Every wound I had you've cared for, regardless of it's state in the world. Physical mental, you've kissed them all better with so much as even a look a glace to my soul. I can't believe how much this pain lingers. Dancing threw my veins flowing out into the world around me. I was always so cold and emotionless even towards you, but in your absence I've noticed how much I've melted. Not because you where here, but because you aren't.
I've noticed how much I've missed the dawn as the night has come. And now, even now this pain sitting here watching our memories dance across the sky I feel you're here again holding me well I cry in the middle of the night screaming out, I've shoved you away so many times. I've held you close only a few. Even now as I sit here at the start and finish of everything.
All I want if you could see it in your heart is one kiss I was always to scared to steal from those petal soft lips of yours. One would be hell and heaven it self. I need you here to sing to me with the voice so soft and quite. There's nothing I can do now. Nothing I can say to make you stay, nothing I can hide from you anymore.
I should have told you before you left me with all these words and regrets. Even with that I would never have changed anything to fix it all, I've lived my whole life with you Rei without even saying something so simple. As I close my eyes tonight I hope you sing for me, I've lived a long life, and finally I can say those words I held in. I'm going to steal you away from everyone and everything.
Heaven has taken you away from me, stolen your soul from your body and kissed away all the pain I could never. Now it comes for me. I feel it even now, your soft song drifting around me as I close my eyes. You made my life more, in life and in dead you made my life… More then I could have ever hoped. I'll tell you all of this in the morning Rei. It's my time to tell you I love you.
-Kai Hiwatari
Placing the pen on the desk the frail grey haired male crawled into bed. Drifting into a light sleep from which he never re-awoke, no trace of fear or sadness. Many years later friend of the two boys so madly in love are told to children the graves of these to alone in a field watched over by many. A love so pure words where never needed, the only 'I love you' spoke on the cold stone above the two lovers. Together forever in eternal sleep.