In which the Cat beats the Rat
Once again I'm on the damn roof while that Yuki gets to act like Tohru's prince. I tried to tell her how I feel about her, because she's an idiot and hasn't guess yet, but that damn Rat kept on interrupting. Fuck him, fuck her, I'm done with this house and this family.
"Kyo?" I hear Tohru call for me in her timid voice from my room. If she think I come back in that house just because she asks me, she's more stupid than I thought.
"What?" I answer spitefully, letting her know I'm on the roof and don't want her up here. A cat can only get rejected so many times before it doesn't know how to be anything but a stray.
"Kyo!" She says with a hint of angry to her voice. Good for her, I think, she's finally demanding some sort of respect. "Kyo!" she yells again, this time she sounds as piss as Tohru can, and continues "You know you don't always have to be mean to everybody. I know you and Yuki fight all the time, but I never seen you go so low." By the time she gets this out, I already climbed back into my window and I'm standing in front of her. She looks all flustered, her checks more rosy than usual and her eyes contains an intensity I never seen her have before. Of course she would be serious about defending her precious Yuki, but one of these days I'm going to beat that damn rat.
I must've mention beating that damn Yuki , because Tohru is becoming her old self again. " Kyo, I know you want to beat Yuki, but do you have to hurt him to do so. I mean Mom used to say that just because you win at something doesn't mean that you're a true winner. Even if you win at something, unless you're happy and people are happy for you, what did you really win beside misery and more isolation?"
"I have nothing to lose, so why would I care?" My anger is building, mostly at myself. I don't want to yell at her, and the tears now running down her face are my fault. Why do I keep hurting her? I don't want to, I want to make her smile.
"You have me Kyo, please don't lose me." Hearing her say this to me, I know she couldn't possible mean it how I want her to, but my heart stop and then started beating faster anyways. I walk over to her slowly raising my hand to wipe away her tears. "I don't like it when you cry." It came at harsher than I meant it to, but Tohru smiled up at me anyways. That smile could make a thousand men die for her, and I would be one of them.
Her lips timidly brush across mine, feeling me with a fire that takes away all my thoughts. I grab her hands pinning them above her head, no way I'm getting myself turn right now, and deepen the kiss. She lets out a soft moan of innocent pleasure, opening her mouth wide enough for my tounge slid in. "Kyo." Her whispers echo my need.
"Just don't hug me okay?" I beg her as I pick her up. She digs her knees into my waist brushing intimately against me, removing her shirt as she does so before we fall into bed.