Hello! Kisama! I was going to work on the third chapter of Dangerous Protections, my other Heero/Duo fic, but my stupid disk erased it! I have to check the files on the upstairs computer to see if I have part of it left, or if I have to completely rewrite what I had (and it was a few pages! I am pissed!) So since I'm not on the compy upstairs and stuck on the one downstairs which has only a few of my files, I'm going to write a completely new fic! This one should be a one chapter, unless someone gives me an idea for a second chapter, in which case a second chapter probably wouldn't happen anyway because I tend to get too involved with stuff like this. I've also got to work on some of my own original crap, but that can wait because right now I want some 1x2 goodness! Or should it be 2x1? I have no idea because while I write this author's note, I have no idea what I'm going to do with this story! I don't even have a plot! All I have is the want for 1x2 goodness, so let's hope it comes out all right. On with the story!

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Dear Brand-New-Journal-That-I-Got-Because-Wufei-Suggested-I-Relieve-Stress- By-Writing-My-Problems-In-A-Stupid-Book-No-Offense-To-You-

Duo Maxwell-Yuy. That's what I call myself in my head, that and Shinigami, depending on the circumstances. Am I really Duo Maxwell-Yuy? No, not at all, and probably never will be. As far as formalities are concerned, you may call me Duo Maxwell, but I prefer Shinigami if I'm going to kill you.

Perhaps you wonder why I add the Yuy to the end of my name. It is because I am hopelessly and foolishly in love with a man who will never in a million years love me as well. His name is Heero Yuy and he has messy chocolate brown hair that I just want to curl my fingers through, smooth and rough tan skin, and the deepest cobalt blue eyes I have ever seen. I love his eyes. They stare and glare with such intensity that I have only seen once in one other's eyes. Solo had eyes like him, only they were green, which made them seem more fiery and less deep. Solo was possibly my first love, though it may have just been infatuation. Heero's eyes are special though. They glow. Eyes that shine aren't that great. People are confused when it comes to shining. To shine means you reflect light. Heero's eyes don't shine, they glow with a light all their own. They would be warm if he didn't wear that mask all the time.

That damn mask, I can never get behind it! No matter how hard I try or how far I get he ALWAYS manages to slam it back into place just when it looks like I might be getting somewhere! It irks me! It irks me so much! I hate it! Grr...

I hope this is a satisfactory journal entry. Oh well, not like anybody's going to be reading it. ^-^

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Duo listened to Heero take a shower while he wrote in his journal. He sighed as he imagined being in the shower with Heero. 'Am I pathetic or what?'

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uh hi, yeah, sorry it's so short but I wanted to get it onto FFN just because. I promise, there WILL BE MORE and the other chapters WILL BE MUCH LONGER.

I would again like to apologize for my computer eating the third chapter of Dangerous Protections, I have to rewrite it all now! waaahhh! All three pages! Ick! Well I can make it better now anyways, things have changed and stuff has to happen

Well anyway, ja!