I threw Gerard against the wall, I had no idea if he wanted this or not..But I wanted it...I needed it. He looked down at me with confusion in his eyes and with a hint of terror. I smirked at him to signal I wasn't planning on hurting him (unless of course he liked that sort of thing). I wrapped my arms around his neck and placed my forehead on his chest...not brave enough yet to go in for a kiss. I mean yeh we'd kissed before..but that was on stage..we were making a statement, I had no clue if Gerard really had any feelings for me other than friendship. "What's wrong, Frankie?" I heard Gerard's croaky voice say. I could tell this tour was really wearing out his voice. His rough voice turned me on even more. I smirked into his t-shirt and looked up at him, still not sure whether to go in for a kiss. Gerard cleared his throat and asked again if everything was okay. "Everything's amazing Gee..." I eventually replied with. I couldn't stop staring at his amazingly beautiful eyes..they were a hazel-green colour. My gaze shifted down to his lips..they were perfection. I absolutely loved it when Gerard would strut over to me during an instrumental part in one of their songs, grab a hold of me and crash his lips against mine. The gasp of the crowd was brilliant..it always spurred us on. But then it would be over as one of us would need to catch our breath or Gerard would have to start singing again. Gerard must have noticed me staring as he started grinning. I couldn't believe what happened next. Gerard leaned forward and rested his chin on my shoulder and whispered in my ear "Look Frankie..either let me go or kiss me already.." with that he lifted his head and looked at me. I stretched up with my arms still hanging around his neck and crashed my lips against mine. I didn't know what to expect..when we kissed on stage it was full of adrenalin and excitement but this kiss..this kiss was different. I mean the adrenalin and excitement were still there but it felt more passionate and personal..of course that was probably down to the fact there wasn't 1,000+ kids standing watching us. Gerard started moaning into my mouth, wow that turned me on. I pulled away from the kiss and walked over to the door. I heard Gerard wince, I turned around and giggled "Oh shush, I'm just locking the door so that your brother doesn't walk in on us". " And what are you planning on doing to me Frankie that you would not want my brother to see" Gerard said to me teasingly. Once the door was locked and pulled Gerard over to the sofa, pushed him down and straddled him. I leaned down for another kiss, I couldn't get enough of him. I loved him so much..of course id never told him this because that sort of thing can and would ruin our friendship..but it seems he at least half likes me back. We kissed for what felt like forever with Gerard occasionally grinding into me which caused me to moan into the kiss which would then make Gerard smirk..he was way too hot. Gerard was really getting into this, he rolled us over so that he was on top now. He broke the kiss to sit up and pull his shirt off. He had an amazing body, like seriously amazing. He was so pale and skin looked so bare compared to his. Gerard was then pulling my shirt up and over my head. Gerard just stopped and stared at my stomach, he looked mesmerised by my tattoos. "Oh wow Frankie, these are beautiful" he gasped. "Shut up Gee you're acting like you've never seen them before!" I exclaimed back to him giggling. "I've seen them before, but I've never properly seen them". I broke his view by wrapping my arms around his neck again and pulling him in for another kiss. In between kisses I heard Gerard pant "Do you-u wa-ant to go ba-ack to my hotel room-m Frankie!". I completely forgot we were staying in a hotel tonight as we were playing another show in the same town the next day. "Of course Gee, I would love too".