NOOO!!!!! The staff took my story down and I don't know why. I am so sad. Well anyways, I'm going to post the 4 chapters again. I hope they don't take it down again. I'll cry if they do.

Ok, thank you to those of you that reviewed this story when it was up. I hope you all take the time to review again. I'll have the 5th chapter up soon after these.

I do not own any of the Harry Potter characters. If I did, I assure you that I wouldn't be on here writing fan fiction about them. J.K would probably have a heart attack if she knew what I did to them half the time. But my mind works in weird ways.

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I watch you from across the room. You're with those friends of yours. I see how they're treating you. How they've been treating since they've been together. Mudblood and the Weasle. A perfect match if I say so myself.

You just sit there picking at your food. What you don't know is that I've been watching you for quite a while now. I know your every move. I can see what you're feeling. When you study someone long enough, they're easy to read.

Sadness. That's what's on your face right now. I don't know why you worry over those losers. I don't know why you still stick around them. I wouldn't. They're not worth your pain you know.

I think I've developed quite the obsession over you. You're pretty much all I think about now. Instead of paying attention in my classes, I stare at you. I think of you. I've often wondered what you taste like. Would your lips be warm or cold?

See, I know your secret. But only because I've been watching you for about 2 years now. I see the way you look at other guys. Oh yeah, the way you're supposed to look at girls. When I first realized this, I was so happy. Harry Potter, the one person that I'm obsessed with, is gay. But there's no hope for me. You hate me and I hate you. That's the way it's supposed to be.

Damn. You've caught me staring, just like you often do. I wonder if you suspect anything. You usually glare at me when you catch me. But now, you're not. Your expression is soft. You look away and then you leave the room.

I look around to make sure that no one is watching. I have to follow you. You're my world.

I find you quickly. You're too predictable.

"Potter." I say.

You turn to look at me. You look tired. Very tired. "Do you want something?"

I had the urge to smile just then but I forced the feeling away. "Well. You looked at me funny and then you left. You didn't expect me to not follow did you?"

"Whatever Malfoy. Just whatever. I want to know something." You pause. "Why do you stare at me the way you do?"

"Ah easy enough to answer. You amaze me." I really wish that I could read your mind. The look you're giving me clearly states that you want to hit me or do some other type of bodily harm.

"Amaze you? Don't give me that shit."

I walk towards you and you back away. Ha, there's a wall there. You have nowhere to go now. You reach out to push me away but I grab your wrists and pin them against the wall above your head. I press my body against yours. Now you're stuck.

I bring my face about an inch away from yours. "Yes Potter, you amaze me." I flick my tongue out and it barely touches your bottom lip. You turn your head to the side.

"Get off me." Of course I'm not going to listen to you. I kiss you. Hard. I can feel you trying to resist me so I push my body harder into yours. I force my tongue into your mouth. Somehow, your foot made it's way to my crotch. The kiss was broken.

"What the fuck was that?" You're yelling at me.

I can barely catch my breath. You sure kicked me hard. I look up at you with pleading eyes. "I need you. And you need me." I whisper.

You glare at me for a few seconds before your fist comes crashing down on my jaw. I take a couple of steps back in shock. I bring my hands to my face and gape at you.

"I don't need you. I need you like I need a broken neck." You look so mad. What did I say to make you so mad? You turn from me.

"Please don't go." My voice is barely above a whisper.

I have your attention now. But the look you're giving me sends a piercing pain through my chest. You walk over o me and slam me against the wall hard. Through gritted teeth you say, "If you ever do anything like that again, I will tear you into pieces." You let me go and you quickly leave me.

I can't stop the tears. They're running down my face and onto my robes. You've broken my heart along with my jaw.

Oh, how I hate to love you. Or do I love to hate you?

But I smile. Your lips were soft and warm. And you tasted of a mint. I touch my lips softly. I will never kiss anyone else again. I want to taste you forever.

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Let me know what you think. I'm still sad from this getting erased. All my reviews are gone. *sniffle*