'thoughts of human'
'thoughts of biju/summon'
"speech of human"
"speech of biju/summon"
Guess what...
...I dont own Naruto!
Beyond good and evil - Fate
Chapter 1
Things I couldnt understand
by traCky skAAr
Dark clouds are visible on the night sky above hidden village in leaves. Storm, rumbles, wind and lightnings. That is one of those nights that everybody are spending in home with their family or friends. For four years old Uzumaki Naruto there isnt any home, family or friends, there is only his apartment, he and nothing more. The difference between 'home' and 'apartment' is huge especially for orphans. In the 'home' you like to stay more then only for night, there is someone who is waiting for you and who love you, its warm and nice where in 'apartment' everything is opposite.
Naruto is sitting on the bed with hands wrapped around knees. In his mind is only chaos, battle of thought. There is many things he couldnt, cant and in near future wont understand.
The first thing he couldnt understand is why in the nights like today something weird was happening to him. Why the hell he hear roars instead of rumbles? Why instead of wind he hear those terrible screams? Why when the sky is cut by bright of lighting everything seems for him like on fire? And that scent of blood... that doesnt make sense does it? Everything about it drive him crazy. 'Am I still sane? Is that real? When it ends?' Along with those questions tears started running on each of his cheek.
The second thing young Uzumaki couldnt understand is that he couldnt live in orphanage like every orphan. He probably is the only one that young living on his own. He hate being alone, it hurt so much. Slowly everyday less tears are coming, slowly he is accepting this loneliness. There is one person that talk to him and visit him once in a while. Its Hokage, the leader of the village, from the title the strongest ninja in Konoha. While visit he brings him always food that mostly is something easy to make like instant ramen and other things that he needs to live like clothes. Someone told him that he comes because he have to not because he want to or from pity. Naruto belive in that and that only makes him angry. 'I dont need pity from anyone!', but in truth if not for the old man he would die long time ago.
The third thing he couldnt understand is his 'healing ability' or his senses that are far sensitive than should be. The first wound he got after simple fall while running, heal itself immediately on his eyes . The boy that look year or two older them him told him that it isnt possible and he isnt normal. He isnt normal? Then what? 'Am I demon?'. He couldnt understand those cold looks on the street and those abusive whispers about being him demon, murderer and how should he die. 'I didnt kill anybody!'. He couldnt understand why parents always took their children when he play with them. Soon nobody wants anything to do with him. 'Is that so? FINE I DONT NEED ANYBODY!'
He couldnt and cant understand... for now. But he sworn to himself that he will find the reason, maybe not today, maybe not tomorow but he will!
'I dont need pity from anyone!'
'Am I still sane?'
'Is that real?'
'When it ends?'
'Am I a demon?'
'I didnt kill anybody!'
'Is that so?'
'FINE I DONT NEED ANYBODY!'
Tired from crying, from pain of being alone... tired from live and he is only four years old! Finally Naruto fall asleep. For this night he can forget about reality he lives. For him the best moments of his life are while sleeping and dreaming. Time for rest to bring energy for the same tomorow...
A/N: Well this is my first fic so I welcome every review, even those with flames. I have whole story line in my head also parings. No yaoi and yuri... I will not abandon this story till I end it even with cost of my life... I read most of the fics and I hate when someone abandon story wrrr.. So please review! And read next chapters (: