Saddness
I stood up and looked at the clock sighing I hadn't moved for the
entire night. Being a vampire sucks. Living eternity without your
soulmate sucks too. I sighed being back in forks was depressing. I
looked in my closet and decided to wear my black Jimmy choo mecurys
with my mini black plaid gucci skirt with a dark blue satin halter
from abercrombie and a white leather jacket over it. The second I
caught sigh of myself in the mirror I began to fearlessly cry. The
shirt reminded me to much of Edward.
FLASHBACK****
As I walked in Edward caught my gaze. I smiled the second I saw him. I
looked into his emerald green eyes and smiled it was like only two of
us were in the room. As he slowly began to walk towards me I saw
something in his eyes. Urgent and undiscovered to either of us. The
second he arrived he bowed and kissed my had. I grinned always the
polite gentleman. He smiled back and started whispering to me. Your
dress looks beautiful. I replied with a thanks. Looking down on my
blue satin ballroom dress. With the matching slippers. The dress it
self was a beautiful number. It was a full skirt with embrodery all
around the bottom in silver thread. The corset gathered the skirt
letting it fall in pleats. The corset was the same deep blue with
silver ribbons tying the corset together giving everyone a wonderful
veiw of back. To me it wasn't proper. But it was a beautiful dress
with sleeves that connected at the shoulders by strings the fell
behind my arms and attached to my fingers.
Hr smiled at my blush. Do you want to go outside he asked? Yes was my
reply. Shouldnwe get a chaperone he asked like I said always proper. I
took a glance at him and that's all he needed let's go. He grabbed my
hand and ran out of the ball room. When we reached the outdoors he
grabbed my hand and pulled me in for a kiss. I quickly pulled away
whispering we need to be farther away. So as we began to walk he
sighed and picked me up. I blushed once again sighing because he knew
me so well.
We were soon out of sight and began our make out sesion once again.
This time I wasn't the first one to pull away he was. He looked at me
and went down on one knee. I began to cry. He looked up to me and
smiled. In his strong voice he asked; Isabella Marie Swan I promise
toobe you forever to never take advantag of you harmful or good I love
you with my whole heart. Will you please do me the honor of marrying
me? Yes! I practically screamed. He smiled we should go back to our
party he said in my ear making me shiver. Our? I asked confused. Yes
when I asked for permision they set up this party for us. Oh I said.
Let's go. Wait I said. He turned around and grinned at me. Ya? Um... I
just want to tell you something. He looked at me confused. Well I will
never take this ring off I said no matter what through eternity! I
said being totally sarcastic. I will love you forever so this ring
will never leave this finger. I had no idea how true my statement
would be eternity after he died.
After snapping back to this century I looked at myself and decided to
change. I walked back into my room and put on my knee high riding
boots with my white skinny jeans tucked into them. My top changed from
blue to a yellow babydoll top with a black leather over the top of it.
I looked at myself in the mirror and focused on changing my hair from
plain brown that Edward I cringed loved to a blond. My
eyes I changed to the brown Edward loved so much. I added the last
touch when I grabbed my blue hobo bag. Determined to make it to school
I headed outside to my garage to decide which car to drive. I finally
decided on the black covette that said frevr-us on the licence plate.
The windows were tinted so nobody could see in. As I jumped in I
opened the garage and began my way ti another hell wihout Edward. When
I pulled up everyone glanced at my car. I sighed this was going to be
annoying. As I slowly stepped out I instinatly smelled six other
vampires I instantly saw five and couldn't find the sixth. It was then
that I realized that the smell was faint. I looked at them and
realized that the pixies power was seeing the future. So I simply
looked at her and smiled as I had just decided to sit with them at
lunch clarifying why I wasn't going to talk to them now. She smiled
back. As I walked away I began to think of Edward which was not
helpful as I felt my apperance start to fade I instantly thought of
dead puppies pulling it all together again. I got many amazment
stares. I sighed this was going to be a long day.