Disclaimer: All JKR's. I wish I had been born when she started writing them. However, I had not even been conceived yet, let alone born. Therefore, I disclaim all to JKR.
"My fellow Marauders, I have something to show you." Sirius Black said as he walked into the compartment on the Hogwarts Express.
"If it has anything to do with your anatomy, Peter and I aren't interested. Save it for Moony." James Potter jokingly replied. James didn't have a problem with the fact that two of his best friends were gay, but he did find it hilarious that they hadn't realized they were soulmates yet.
"Ha. Ha. Ha. GREAT ONE, James. Although, that is a good point. At least Moony would appreciate my beauty." Sirius said.
"What's going on, and who would appreciate your beauty?" Remus Lupin asked as he walked into the compartment grinning widely, eating a bar of Honeyduke's chocolate.
"You would, of course, my lupine friend! James made a hilarious joke of our homosexuality, and I was merely pointing out that, despite your having love-ish feelings for me or not, you must admit I am a beautiful man. Prongs and Wormy, however, wouldn't necessarily notice this… James… Prongsie…PRONGS!"
"Wha--? What's going on?" James replied, coming out of the trance Lily Evans' arse had put him in.
"You were a bit too obvious, my dear. Had Evans or any of her friends turned around, they'd have figured out what a complete perv you are immediately." Sirius explained.
"Pads, just saying, I think Evans and her crew have figured out how pervy James is. Or do you not recall the incident at Christmas last year?" Peter Pettigrew piped up. He was definitely the least attractive of the Marauders, almost there only as a groupie, but for some reason, they trusted and loved him.
"Right you are, Wormy. Pads, Siriusly, Evans came up to wish us a Happy Christmas, and actually had a gift for James. But, what did she find when she pulled his curtains open? Can you just refresh my memory, Prongsie-pie? I seem to have forgotten the ending to this story." Moony taunted.
"She mffummshhking" James replied, a blush not creeping but running up his cheeks.
"Sorry, I couldn't hear you, mate."
"She caught meuhhhsmmff"
"One more time? I'm not sure I heard you right."
"SHE CAUGHT ME BLOODY WANKING, ALRIGHT?" James shouted, his face now redder than Evans' hair.
"Oh, umm…well…hello, Remus, Peter, Sirius…ahh…Potter. How were umm…how were your summers?" Lily Evans said, utterly embarrassed that she had walked in on what had to be a retelling of last Christmas' horrible events. Her face now rivaling James' in blush, clashing with her bright hair.
"HAHAHAH—HELL—HAHA—HELLO, Evans. Hahaha my summer was…hah…good. I stayed at James' you know, thankfully, I had my own room. I didn't have to catch him HAHAH doing anything naughty. HAHAHAHA" Sirius replied, trying to stay calm while laughing and stumbling his way through his joke. Lily's face was unquestionably darker than James' now.
"shut up. Sirius, I swear. Shut your fucking mouth." James angrily mumbled, having hardly any blood left in his body to circulate: half wanting to go to his face to blush, and half wanting to go to his…ahh…yeah. Lily in revealing muggle clothes wasn't exactly helping anything. She was embarrassed by the amount of skin she was showing during this personal tale's telling, and James couldn't take his eyes away from her. Any part of her. Her chest, her little peek of flat stomach, uncovered by her…what were they? Wife beaters?...whatever…They were marvelous in any other situation but this. Her long long legs. Perfect skin. Hell, even her ankles were turning him on. Just the memory of her standing at his bed, looking down at him in shock, unable for a moment to hide her longing and lust for him, would've been enough to get him started. But her, standing here, dressed so skimpily, remembering that moment too, that was too much. He was shifting, and trying to hide his situation with his robes, but Sirius saw before he could cover up.
"What's UP, James? This conversation getting too HARD to bear?" Remus realized what Sirius was talking about and jumped in to save his friend.
"Sirius, drop it. We'll get him later." Remus said, daring Sirius to say more with his eyes.
"Yeah, alright, I'm done. Sorry, mate."
"How do you get him to listen to you, Remus? Every time I tell him to shut up, he talks more. What's the secret?" Lily asked, blush not completely gone, but obviously past the worst of her horror. Remus just blushed lightly, praying no one noticed and mumbled "dunno, he always has. might be my furry little problem."
Lily looked suspiciously between Remus and Sirius, wondering what had happened since she last saw them. Sirius was avoiding eye contact with everyone but his left foot, and Remus was focused in on his chocolate wrapper, as if he cared what was in it or how many calories it was, and if that would change the fact he loved it. She looked to Peter and James now and said "Well, bye then, I suppose I'll see you at school. Oh, and James, the reason I came to find you is to bring you to the Head Students meeting. Come on."
James groaned, dreading, not only being a model student, but being alone with Lily for as long as he was going to be. If she didn't realize she loved him soon, he was going to go insane. Also, he realized as he started to stand, his erection had not quite subsided. He sat down quickly and told her he just had to tell the Marauders something and he'd be right up to the meeting. She shrugged and walked away, assuming it was some sort of good-bye from the pranking world.
Once she was gone, James sighed in relief and sat back. "Isn't there something you wanted to tell us, James?" Peter asked after a few seconds.
"Don't be daft, Wormy," Sirius answered.
"He was hard as a rock, Peter. He didn't want to stand up and let Lily see…again," Remus said, smiling mischievously.
"OH MERLIN, you two. Stop talking about my cock and start touching each others'." James yelled in exasperation.
"Oh…James you had an erection?" Peter asked, finally catching on.
Remus and Sirius were silent. Remus, intentionally so. Sirius was hoping to come up with something smart to say soon or it'd seem his wit was dissolving every time the subject of him and Moony being lovers came up.
"Yes, Peter. I did. Would you like to know all about it or am I allowed to leave now and go subject myself to torture by proximity but no intimacy?" James asked, breaking the silence, but noticing how awkward it had been at the mention of Remus and Sirius.
Peter held his hands up as a sign that he wasn't interested and said "I think I'll go see how Lily's friend Mary is doing."
James ran off to his meeting, already 3 minutes late, leaving Remus and Sirius alone.
"Ah, so, Sirius, is Peter seeing that Mary, then?" Remus asked, nervous suddenly.
"Yes, I think he wrote me about that in June. I thought he was kidding, but I guess we'll see." Sirius said, making small talk.
"Mm she seems nice. I see her and Lily in the library a lot. I think she's good at Potions, just after you, Lily, and Snivellus." Remus said.
"Fuck Snivellus. And fuck this conversation. Do we honestly care about some broad Peter's dating? Moony, we haven't talked since that night and I want to know what's going on."
Flashback
Sirius' POV
Fuck, I have had…eight, then the…so twelve…fuck. A lot to drink. I should go to bed. The party seems to be over and I am not going to try to clean in this state.
Hmm there's Moony, lying on my bed…shirtless… "Moony yer so hot. Sosexy. Yer scars are cool. CouldIlickem?"
"WHAT? Sirius, how much have you had to drink?"
"Huh? Oh uhh Idunno. Awholelotwhy?"
"You realize you're licking my abs, right?"
"You realize yer fucking hot, right?"
"Mmmmm…" Moony's fuckinghot. I want him to keep moaning. Why's he here? I didn't even see him at the party. Whoa, is that…whoa he's hard. Is he giving in? He likes this? Oh yeah, he's gay. Wait, why is he here?
"Moony, why are you here? Not that I don't love that you are."
"Hmm? Oh, because I don't think drinking within a week of the full moon is too great an idea and…well…it's in 6 days."
"Yeah but why are you here? Shirtless? All sexy-like?"
"Well thanks, Pads. I'm here because I was looking for somewhere I could read while the rest of you drunks went off and made fools of yourselves."
"Why my bed? James' is just down the hall. And you have your own bed right now."
"Well maybe I was secretly drinking, pretending my intentions were good, and I knew your room was the one to find secret stashes of fireshiskey in."
"WHAT? You drank my firewhiskey? So did you see the wee—nevermind."
"Yeah I did drink it. I'm not proud but fuck, Siri, I just wanted to drink."
"I geddit. Really, I do. But uhh back to what we were doing before." His giggle is so fucking hot. I want it on a cassette or something.
"You want to snog or…?"
"Oh, Remy, I'm glad you understand." Oh man, his hands are everywhere. OH. Not everywhere anymore. Ohh God, his hands feel like they were molded around my dick. Ahhh shit. Fuck, hold on, don't cum now, Sirius, it's too soon. That'd be so embarrassing. OH FUCK WHERE IS HIS HEA—SHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT! OH MY GOD, HE'S FUCKING SUCKING ME OFF. HOW MUCH FIREWHI—DOESN'T MATTER. GONNA CUM. "REMUS!!! SHIT."
I guess he's cool with this. Should I reciprocate? I want to. Fuck, I want to. His dick is so hard, the pre-come is leaking out all over. Fuck it, I'm going for it. No, I'm teasing him. Light kisses up his thighs, stopping just short. Licking his scars on his tummy, again, stopping just short. Breathing on it, making it twitch.
"Siri, I swear to God, if you keep doing that I will cum embarrassingly all over you before you even touch my dick." Oh shit, keep talking that way, Remy and you'll have me hard in seconds. Fuck, I guess that warning came a little too late. Whatever. Take his dick into your mouth, Sirius, he's begging for it. Oh Godddd the taste. Lick the tip, tease the head, bob up and down up and down. Suck the tip and—OH. Well that was without warning. I'll swallow. Mmm so salty, feels right.
"I love you, Sirius." FUCK. What? LOVE? Oh shitfuckballstits.
"I…yes. WHAT? JAMES? YES? COMING! Gotta go, Remus. See you later." You chicken shit. Why didn't you just say it back? You know it's true.
/Sirius' POV
"Yes, Sirius, I'm well aware that we haven't spoken since then. It was for a reason." Remus said icily. "However, I'm willing to put it behind us if you are."
WHAT A GODSEND. Sirius thought to himself. "Yes. Absolutely. I don't even know what we'd have to forget about…No. You know what, Remus? I need to talk about this. All that has been running through my mind since then is you and how I hurt you. I'm so so sorry, Remy."
"Save it. If you don't feel the same way, you don't feel the same way. I just wish you'd have told me instead of run away."
"That's just it, Remus. I do feel the same way. I love you. I really do, I was just a little chicken shit. I'd like to blame it on the lack of love I had growing up, and the fact that when I heard "I love you" it was always sarcastic and followed by a beating. However, I was never even told I was loved, and I ran because of a shit decision I made. It's not like Walburga and Orion were there making sure I fucked it up. It's my fault and I'm sorry, but I love you. I love you more than I could know."
Remus fell down onto the seat behind him, head in his hands, thinking. "Remus, I can understand if you don't want to forgive me or if you can't or whatever, but will you just do somethi—MM." Sirius repentance was cut off by a hard, angry kiss from Remus. He was pushed down on the seat behind him and Remus straddled him on his knees. Both of them completely aroused, they found themselves locking the compartment door and casting silencing spells. However, just before they finished casting them, the witch with the treat cart rolled by advertising Honeyduke's chocolate and Remus leapt up waving and motioning that he would have the money in a moment. He left Sirius pouting on the seat, with a tent in his pants, swollen lips, and dilated pupils. The witch looked at Remus and winked, giggling. Remus wondered what that was all about until he remembered his wild hair and the clear view of his beautiful partner behind him. He sat down grumbling.
"Remus, cheer up. Nothing bad happened. So someone saw us. Everyone knows we're gay, we might as well just get together, according to them."
"No, Sirius, it's nothing to do with that, it's just…"
"What, Rem?"
"I bought the smaller chocolate bar by mistake. This won't even last me to Scotland." His answer was met with a loud barking laugh and a sloppy wet kiss on the cheek.
"That's my Remy."
A/N: I know what I'm talking about so anything that doesn't make sense, ask about it in the reviews or in a PM. I'm pretty busy right now so although I wrote this in one sitting in just about 2 hours, that will not be a regular occurrence. Please don't flame. However, reviews are welcome, it was my first attempt at writing smut...and fanfiction. Anyway, I'll try to update when I can but I'm not condemning myself to a schedule idk if I can keep. I'll love you forever if you become my fan.