NON-JUDGING BREAKFEST CLUB, A FANFIC

This is my first Gossip Girl fanfic, and the first one I've posted on Fanfiction!

I am obessed with all things NJBFC!

This fanfic will have Blair/Chuck and Nate/Serena and some Nate/Vanessa and Serena/Dan relationships. I will also have Nate/Chuck, Nate/Blair, Serena/Blair, Serena/Chuck friendships.

I may also add a little of Blair/Nate but not likely to much because U hate them together.

Hope you enjoy!

This is set after 2.13

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Chuck looked into the mirror. He looked different even to himself.

"Chucky you ready?" Asked a seductive voice behind him.

Two hands made their way around Chuck's waist.

He looked at himself one more time; he closed his eyes trying to remember who he was.

He turned around and nodded.

He let the stranger pull him on to her.

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Nate walked into the holding room.

Scared of what he was going to find.

"Nathaniel! Ma boy!" His father jumped up and ran into his arms.

"Dad, I.." Nate stammered suddenly chocked up. "I missed you."

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Blair sat down at the table.

Yesterday they buried Bart Bass, Chuck's father.

She shook her head shaking the thought of Chuck out of her mind.

"Morning." Blair's Mother said sitting down.

"Morning Mother." Blair said putting on her fake smile.

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"Jonathon! I'm sorry! Please!" Eric begged, pulling Jonathon so he was facing him.

"Eric, I can't wait for you to make up you're mind. I'm sorry." Jonathon answered pulling his arm out of Eric's grip and running away.

"No." Eric whispered.

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Serena walked up the long stairs to her Mother's bedroom.

She knocked on the door.

"Ma, can I come in?" Serena asked as she opened the door.

"Serena, go away. I just want to sleep." Lily complained.

"Ma, you got to eat. Please I made you coffee, and French toast the way you like it." Serena said putting the tray on the nightstand and sitting on the edge of the bed.

"I should never had kissed Rufus, we could have finally had a real family." Lilly cried into the pillow.

Serena rubbed her mother's back.

"Mom, I love you. We can still be a family, I promise." Serena assured her mother even though she knew it wasn't true.

"I'm sorry Serena. Please just leave, I've failed you, Eric, Chuck and Bart. Please leave." Lilly cried.

"Mom.." Serena begged

"LEAVE" Lilly screamed.

Serena backed away and closed the door.

She leaned against the door and cried.

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Eric opened his dead-stepfather's safe.

He grabbed the gun and put it to his head.

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Blair brushed her teeth again to get the last taste of vomit out of her mouth.

She shook her head when she saw Chuck's letter sitting by the toilet.

"I deserve better." She convinced herself, again.

"I am better!" She screamed at her reflection.

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