A/N: Yay! My first Bare fic! And my second non-Spring Awakening fic! Keep in mind that I only just listened to the CD for the first time yesterday, so sorry if any facts are wrong. :P I'm already obsessed!!!!!!
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So this was it.
All over now.
Peter couldn't believe it. The one person that he had ever loved was gone forever.
Why did it have to end like that? He had wanted to be with Jason, his one true love, and he knew that Jason had felt the same way.
Jason was always the type of guy who felt as though he had to be accepted. And he always was. That is, until everyone had found out about him and Peter. Although he knew that no one at St. Cecilia's would ever accept the two boy's relationship, Jason loved Peter with his whole heart. Even so, he panicked and slept with Ivy, the first girl that had seduced him, and broke up with his true love to be with her. To be what everyone else called "normal".
Peter, of course, was both confused and depressed at first. Jason had promised him that they would always be together, no matter what. He just had panicked once Matt had found out about the two. Peter was sure that they would find a way through it, though.
But they hadn't. No matter what Jason said, Peter knew that someone would find out, and felt as though nobody would accept their love. Not the church, not Ivy, not Matt, not the school. Jason had always dreaded the day when everyone found out. He knew that he wouldn't be able to make through it. He wanted to be with Peter forever, but saw that it could not be possible, and ended it all with a dose of GHB.
Jason's death, as one would imagine, left Peter devastated, yet confused. Why would a god that he had always known to be loving allow something like this to happen? More importantly, why would God not allow love to exist between the boys? Why was something he had no control over considered a sin? At least, that was what he was taught his whole life. Where was Jason now? Heaven? Hell? Anything? Where would Peter himself end up?
Peter suddenly felt hatred towards the church. Towards God. Because of them he had lost the one person that had meant the most to him.
Then again, Peter thought, what if what he had learned in church and school was, dare he say, wrong? Peter suddenly began to wonder, how did they know? He knew that God was loving, and believed accepted everyone. Jason wasn't a bad person. Why would he be in Hell? For being in love? Peter, while still depressed over his loss, grew optomistic, confident that a god as loving as Him would love anyone, no matter who they preferred.
Peter suddenly felt comforted, sure that his kindred spirit was in a much better place now.
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Whatdidya think? again, sorry if any facts are wrong, I'm a new Bare junky. :P
R&R, por favor!