My Letter to You.
Thing have been tough for Cloud for the past few months, but he won't talk to anyone about it. However, Tifa convinces Cloud that he should write it out to someone instead.
Not yaoi, but if you want to take that way, go ahead. :)
Zack,
It's been almost two years since. . . well. . . you died. Have you seen Angeal? I doubt it, but what about my Dad? Was he a good person? Gaia, I'm sorry i just need to get my mind off of things. So much has changed. Some for the better. Some for the worst. But right now, everything is just. . . awful. Nothing good has happened in a long time.
I really wish you were here to help me with it all. Sure I have Tifa, Aerith and everyone else, but. . . I don't know. It's just not the same. Some days it's easier to cope with things; smile and laugh along with everyone, but lately, smiling and laughing are ancient history. Right now, I'll do almost anything just see you smile one last time or have you laugh about something stupid like you used to. I really miss you. We all do. Things may never be the same with you gone. I try not to cry, but sometimes, I just can't bear the pain. It hurts so much to know that you died protecting me. I was too weak and could help. I know you hate it when I get all emotional like this, but I don't think I can let this one go. I'm really sorry. I hope to see you again one day.
From you're living legacy
~Cloud.