Hey guys,

so first of all, this is my first Addex story. I put a lot of time in it and I really enjoyed writing it. I really start to like them as a couple.

I hope you`ll like the story and have as much fun reading it like I had writing it.

Another point, this story isn`t betaed so sorry if there are mistakes. If there are too many, just tell me and I`ll look for someone to beta it.

Disclaimer: I don`t own anything!

Chapter 1

„You should call and tell him Addison."
"No I think I`ll tell him in person when I`m back in Seattle. Right now I`m happy about becoming a mother which eventually will fade if I call him now."

"You don`t think he would want the baby?"
"He`s like a mini Mark Sloan Nae, so no I don`t think he would want our baby."

After the 60 day-thing and all that stuff I finally decided to come to LA where my former best friend Naomi Bennet has a practice. She`s a fertility specialist. That`s why I came to LA in the first place, to get pregnant. But after Nae got my bloodwork back she told me excited that I already am pregnant and then we did the first ultrasound to find out how far along I am.

With the ultrasound we found out that I`m only 4 weeks along which means that it`s definitely Alex Karev`s and that we indeed are having a baby.

Oh my god I am so excited!

"So how long do you want to stay?"
"Forever?" I was kidding.
"Great because we have an empty office down the floor."

"I really appreaciate the offer Naomi, I really do, but I already have a job."
"Well anyway, working in a private practice is much better for a mother. You would have more time off and you could organize your patients the way you like it…"

"I know Nae, I`ll think about it."
"Promise?"
"Yes promise."

"Good because I want to see my niece or nephew grow up."

"Like I said I will think about it."

"Okay so how long do you really plan on staying?"
"Actually 3 more weeks but I`m not sure if I can keep it from Alex for so long."

"So you think there might is a chance that he`ll be happy about it?"

"No, not happy but maybe, he will grow to like the fact about becoming a father. That`s all I want. For him to love the baby and it them every once in a while. I want my child to know it`s father even if he`s 10 years younger than I am."

2 weeks later I decided it was time to go back to Seattle and get it over with. I just had to tell him, not a big deal. At least I tried to convince me that it isn`t a big deal.

"Dr. Montgomery, you`re back." His smilie let my heart melt. It was kind of scary what he could do to me with a single smile.

"Hello Dr. Karev."
"How was your trip. You were in LA right?"

"Yes exactly. It was good. Eventful."
"Would you like to crap a coffee or something?"

This confused me. Why was he all friendly and interested about how my trip was. I thought he was with Ava or Rebecca or whatever she calls herself now.

"Umm, of course."
"Good. It`s my lunchbreak. We could get out of the hospital for a while. You still have time off, don`t you?"

"Yes, right. Let`s go then."
"So why LA?"

"In LA lives my best friend from med. school. I haven`t seen her in like forever. She has a practice there with her husband Sam who once was a good friend of Dereks. She`s a fertility specialist."

"Did you go there to meet your old friend or because she`s a fertility specialist?"
"The second one."

"You want a baby?"
"Yes and when we did the tests, well we found out that I already am pregnant."

He was obviously in shock. I guess he knew from the moment the words left my mouth that it was probably his baby.

"You are pregnant? Is it mine?"

I couldn`t say it so I just nodded my head closing my eyes hoping for the best.

"So I guess you`re keeping it?"
"Yes Alex, I am keeping it. It might be my last chance of becoming a mother."

"Okay. Wow that`s a lot to adjust."
"I totally understand if you don´t want to have a baby. I don´t expect anything from you. I mean you didn`t even finish your internship."

"Addison you`re babbling. Would you just shut up for a moment?"
"Why?"

"Because I`m going to kiss you know."
"You`re what?"

"I`m going to kiss you. Know."

"Okay" I nodded slowly. I wasn`t that happy for a really long time.

Then he moved his face closer to mine until his sweet, soft lips touched mine and then he kissed me lovingly. It was a soft kiss but it meant so much for both of us.

"I think I love you Addison Adrienne Forbes Montgomery."

"You do?"
"Yes, I guess I do. I want to be with you. I want to be part of your and our baby`s life."

"I think I`m in love with you too. I never thought I would say that but now I feel so much better than before."

"So are we like a couple now?"
"Do you want us to be a couple?" I asked him still unsure what to think about all this."

"Yes, Yes! I want to be with you. You`re the most amazing woman I have ever met and I`m pretty sure you`re the most amazing woman in the whole wide world."

"I want to be with you too, but could we keep it quiet for a while."
"Of course. I don`t want the others to know anyway. At least not yet."

"I have a job offer in LA. And I would like to take the job but I totally understand if you want to stay here."

"No, going to LA sounds great. The other inters are strange. Izzie and George are a couple, Cristina is about to get married and Meredith, well she`s Meredith."

"But you`re internship and residency?"
"Internship is over in 2 month and I can do my residency in LA as well as in Seattle."

"I don`t want us to hurry in making this decision. I would go alone too if you would want me too."

"No, I don`t. I really don`t! I want to be with you and our baby. I was just being stupid. I was in love with you ever since I first met you. Remember the vanilla latte I once gave to Sloan?"

"Yes, he was really pissed of."
"I only did it because he was mean to you."

"Really?"
"Really."

"Why haven`t I realised that before?"
"Because you were in love with Shepherd."

"Right, Derek."
"Do you still in love with him?"

"I think part of me will always be in love with him. But I could never be with him again. Not even if he wanted me back."

"Good. Because I will never give up on us again. I will never let you go."
"Thank you."

"You once said, you wondered who would notice if something happened to you and you were just gone."
"Yes, I remember."

"I would have noticed if you were suddenly gone. I would have noticed."

To be continued…

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