Leaning against the wall, I suddenly thought maybe He does love me

Leaning against the wall, I suddenly thought maybe He does love me. What do I do? I mean he has told me that there is no way he wants a relationship. I'm just his desserts. I know I love Him. I can't help it. I just do. Even though, I'm with a great guy now. I love Him. I really really Love him. OMG, I do. This is bad. How can I love two guys at once? What am I to do? What should I do? Like I mean I have Morelli and he wants me. But then he also wants me to change. I don't want to change. But Ranger, his like smoke one minute his there the next his not. Unpredictable and so hot and yummy. His good in bed but he doesn't want a stable relationship. He doesn't want to settle down. I like the mystery, I like the way he is. But…. He doesn't want me or does he? And f he does what do I do? Do I just up and leave Morelli? I mean Morelli has been so good to me. His put up with all my escapades. Ok, with quite a bit of complaining but still. Can I just leave him? What if I do and then Ranger decides he doesn't really want me? What if Morelli won't take me back? What should I do? I am so confused. So confused……