DISCLAIMER: I don't own any of NCIS, because if I did, Judgment Day never would have happened. (sobs)
Because when you know you only have one night, your entire life is that night.
PART I: Tony and Ziva
"Officer David, your liaison position has been terminated."
"Agent DiNozzo, you've been reassigned as agent afloat on the USS Ronald Reagan. Go home and pack your bags, you're flying out tomorrow."
This couldn't be happening. He couldn't be leaving. Not tomorrow. It was too soon. He couldn't say goodbye to everything he cared about in his last twelve hours on US soil.
She couldn't be leaving. Israel might as well have been Pluto to him. It had never occurred to him before an hour ago that she could leave him.
"It was inevitable," she murmured to him quietly as the team was miserably gathering their things. Ducking down to pick up her sunglasses, which had fallen to the ground, Tony saw her wipe at her face in irritation.
He knelt down next to her, brushing back a lock of hair from her face. "Nothing is inevitable," he whispered, feeling the beginnings of tears in his own eyes. They stared at each other a moment, then Ziva shook her head abruptly.
"I should go," she said softly. "I have a lot to arrange before my flight leaves tomorrow morning." She laughed wryly. "He could have given me more notice. I will not be able to arrange shipment of my things for at least another week. I do not have anywhere to stay in Tel Aviv, most likely will not find any open apartments for a month or two... I will be living at Mossad."
"I know," Tony said quietly. "Here, I'll come with you. To help you pack," he added quickly when Ziva raised a questioning eyebrow at him. "My flight doesn't leave until the afternoon and NCIS is taking care of my apartment stuff. You sound like you'll need some help."
Ziva's response was interrupted by Abby's heartbroken wails. "You can't be leaving NCIS, any of you!"
"Abby, Abby, it's okay," they heard McGee console halfheartedly.
"No! No, it's not okay," Abby cried, bursting into the bullpen. "Tony is going on a ship far far away, and Ziva's going to another country far far away and you're leaving NCIS!"
"Abs, we don't like it any more than you do," Tony said quietly, as Abby threw herself at him.
"I won't let you leave! You can't leave!" Abby sobbed. "I'll, I'll, I'll handcuff you to your desk!"
"Abby," McGee said gently, tugging at Abby's arm. "Abby, come on. I'll take you home."
When the young agent had finally managed to propel the traumatized scientist into the elevator, still sobbing hysterically, Tony chanced a look at Ziva.
"I think I would like you to come," Ziva said quietly, a tear slipping free. "Not necessarily to help, but just for company."
"Company would be nice," Tony agreed softly.
The apartment was deadly silent as Tony closed the door behind him.
"I cannot believe she is gone," Ziva said after a moment. "Jenny... I never thought she would die the way she did."
"C'mere," Tony said softly, wrapping his arms around her. "I know you guys were partners, too."
"Partners?" Ziva scoffed, burying her head into his shoulder. "We were friends. We drove all through Eastern Europe together. We took heavy fire together. We took down terrorist cells together for two years."
"I'm sorry," Tony said softly. "If I'd listened to you in the first place, maybe Jenny would – " His voice cracked and he bit back the sob.
"It was not your fault, Tony. Jenny made her own choice. We tried to find her. We were too late," Ziva repeated, sounding a little robotic, like she was now trying to convince herself.
Tony just held her tighter, letting her finally break into sobs as he let the tears fall. Three years. Three years they'd been partners, and every last second of it, he now regretted. Because he had never acted on what he felt. Because he had listened to rule number 12. Because he was a train wreck after Jeanne. Because her one night with Michael Locke had felt like the biggest betrayal he had ever felt.
And now it was too late.
"Tony?" she asked softly, resting her head on his shoulder as the sobs slowly subsided. "Do you remember that night we went undercover?"
"When you first came to NCIS?" Tony asked. "Yeah, like it was yesterday." How could he forget? It was the first time he realized that he could be infatuated with something off-limits. That he could look, he could tease, he could touch, but he couldn't take. Couldn't love. Couldn't have.
"I wish we had done it for real."
The two looked at each other for a long time, before Tony opened his mouth to speak. Ziva put a finger over his lips, shaking her head, then she leaned in.
He gladly accepted her unspoken question, lips closing around hers just like they had all those years ago. Their tongues brushing, dancing, tasting.
"Ziva..." he said, as the need became more urgent and they crashed back against the wall.
"Tony..." she replied, undoing his shirt buttons rapidly. He tried desperately to get her dress undone, but damn it, why did women's clothing have to be so complicated? Frustrated, he gave up and settling for pulling down the top half of the dress. "Having wardrobe problems?" she gasped, stopping as his pants tumbled down around his ankles.
Despite the urgency and the trauma of the situation, they both laughed and Ziva twisted around to deftly undo what remained of the dress. Tony took the opportunity to get out of the rest of his clothes, teasing Ziva with kisses and caresses as she swatted at him. Without pretense, they both landed on the floor, Tony diving in to capture her lips once more.
"I liked that green dress you had then," he gasped, sliding into her without warning or preparation. "It came off easier." Oh, God, she was tight. Tighter than he expected. It was almost painful, but it still felt so damn good and right that he kept going, filling her as far as he could go.
Ziva cried out in pained pleasure. Oh, God, he was big. Almost too big. She had needed more time, more foreplay to prepare herself. "Tony..." she moaned. "Tony, enough, you will rip me..."
"I'm sorry," he whispered in her ear, obviously trying to be gentler than normal for either of them. "It won't be long." He kissed her longingly, hungrily, as though it was their final moment on Earth. Sweat was beginning to break out on her body, her fingers curving around his hair and urging him onwards as he trailed kisses down her throat, tracing a path of fiery desire around her collarbone and breasts. Taking a nipple into his mouth, Tony began sucking steadily, making her scream with ecstasy. Her body was beginning to tremble, her legs tightening around him
He felt her coming almost before he felt himself coming. The way she dug her nails into his back as she screamed his name once more, letting a great cry of satisfaction escape as he released, dropping down in exhaustion.
They stared at each other for a long time, faces only inches apart as both tried to recapture their breath.
"Wow..." Tony said tiredly, catching a section of her hair in his fingers to play with. "Why haven't we done this before?"
"Rule number 12, Tony," she murmured.
He wasn't sure how long he stayed there with her, awaking every few hours refreshed and hungry for more of Ziva David. He explored every dimple, every nipple, every curve and line and hollow, trying to memorize the sound of her voice crying out his name, the feeling of her skin on his body, her fingers tracing burning paths across his skin.
All he knew in those last precious hours was that they had gotten nothing practical accomplished when 2 AM arrived and she had had to get dressed and pack her bags.
He drove her to the airport, watched as she picked up her ticket and checked her baggage. Walked up the staircases with her and around the airport, trying to delay the inevitable.
"I have to go," she said softly as they stopped in front of the security gate.
"I know," he murmured in reply, resting his forehead against hers.
"Shalom, Tony," she whispered, pulling one last soft kiss from him before she left rapidly for the gates, passing through without another backwards glance.
"Goodbye, Ziva."
