Is it possible to love two different people at the same time?
I know it's wrong. But how can it be possible?
If your heart is already belonging to someone else...
How can it belong to another someone? It doesn't make sense.
Lee was sitting in a grassy field...
Trying to come up with an answer to the problem currently plaguing him.
He had been with his sensei intimately for a good year now.
And he loved every minute of it.
The training, the friendship...the admiration that was mutually shared.
But there was also the other side of their relationship.
Their private side.
The kisses...
The cuddles.
The sweet caresses and gentle love making.
But now the leaf was confused.
Was it really love making...
Or just hot sex?
Was it just sex if you cared for another fiercely?
It you weren't sure anymore if you loved the person...
Could your intimacy be considered as using the other?
Lee ws overwhelmed by a vicious sense of despair.
He loved Gai. He was sure of it.
But lately...
Not as sure as he had always been.
Because now someone else had been taking up a great deal of his attention.
Someone Lee was certain would never give him the time of day.
Someone he shouldn't love...
But did.
Sabaku No Gaara.
The rare, redheaded beauty.
Once a murderer, now a great and powerful leader.
And Lee was falling hard and fast for him.
How could this happen? I've always been so happy with Gai. And now...
I just don't know what to do.
I love Gai. I'm certain of it.
But I'm also certain I love Gaara-kun...
Lee rubbed at his neck wearily.
When he had fallen for Gaara...
He wasn't even sure.
He only knew he had started to realize his feelings for the younger kazekage when inappropriatye dreams started.
He had signed them off as lust;
\ashamed of himself for even thinking about his comrade that way.
But then...
Every time he saw Gaara...
His heart threatened to jump out of his chest.
He couldn't speak to the leader without stuttering continuously.
His face flamed whenever those intense aqua eyes drilled into him...
And more than anything...
He longed to hold the redhead.
To kiss him.
To be near to him.
He wanted more than Gaara's friendship.
He wanted his friend to belong to him.
And he wanted to belong to Gaara.
But what about Gai?
I'm sure I still love him.
Don't I?