Ooh! Another fanfic! Maybe I should finish the other one before I should make a new one….. Feh!
Disclaimer: I…. don't…..own…vocaloid
Pierrot Hearts
"You stupid little clown! You weren't entertaining enough today!" Yelled a brown haired man as he continued whipping a little girl named Rin.
"Master! Stop!" Yelled two boys who came running. One who had long purple hair tied in a ponytail, called Gakupo, held his master's hand while the blue-haired boy named Kaito helped the poor girl up.
"Are you okay?" Kaito softly asked the girl, who for now, is on the ground bleeding. "Ugh! You disappoint me" The man who went the name of "master" scowled and gave a disgusted look at Rin.
"No dinner for tonight!" He continued and left.
"Rin….. can you stand up?" Kaito said putting the girls arm around his head. She was very small, so it was easy to carry her up. The girl softly nodded but she fell down. "I don't think so…" Kaito said softly.
"Sigh, Rin, you shouldn't really lie. Atleast not to us. We've been your friends since we came here and you should only lie to the audiences" Gakupo said as he scratched the back of his head. "I'll go get a first-aid kit. Kaito, why don't you wipe the blood off her with that towel of yours?" Gakupo said and left off.
Kaito nodded and grabbed his towel. "Now Rin, in order for me to wipe that blood off…. You need to take off that mask. You may not know, your face could be really bloody and scarred" Kaito said and carefully tried to remove Rins mask.
Even though he tried to convince her, she just held on to the mask. "No! Master might get mad" She yelled but her voice sounded very husky. "Master won't get mad if he doesn't know" Kaito said but he just realized something…
He still doesn't know what she looked like.
She always wore a pierrot mask and she always wore baggy clothes but had tights and leotards underneath them covering her entire body. All he knew was what the back of her head and her feet looked like. He has known for 6 years already yet she still hasn't shown him any of her face.
"No, I'm sorry Kaito but I don't want to risk anything. If master finds out that I took off my mask he might….." She stopped and looked away. Master was a dangerous man and he OWNED Rin.
~~8 years ago~~~
A little young 6-year old blonde was wandering around the town during a winter night.
"Mommy, daddy? Are you here? Big sis? Anyone?!" She tried yelling but she was very cold.
She hugged herself tightly trying to keep herself warm and then, she sat down on the streets crying.
"Mommy! Daddy! Big Sis! Please…. Don't tell me you left me here" She said crying.
It was true…. Her family did leave her.
Her own father hated her because she wasn't as beautiful as her mother or sister
Her own mother could care less about her
Her sister loved her but she didn't want to risk her own life for Rin's
She was much too young to understand anything but she was too sick and cold too think
She was also very hungry
The harsh winter night had gotten more and more colder
She could feel a cold come by
And the cold street floors weren't much help
She felt like dying that moment
It was far too much for a 6-year old girl
She slowly closed her eyes but then….
She saw a man in front of her
He was staring at her, no, he was observing her
"I-is there anything wrong?" She asked nervously as he kept observing her
"Little girl, do you have a place to live?" He said
She shook her head no
"Do you like the circus?" The man continued to ask
She felt confused for a moment but slowly nodded her head.
"Good, I happen to be a circus owner you know?" He said as he nodded his own head and tapped his chin
She was still confused
"Are you good at gymnastics? Or maybe balancing?" The man kept on asking
She didn't know what to say. She wasn't given proper education so such words were unfamiliar to her
"Hello?" The man tried to get back her education by waving a hand in front of her
She then looked at him and said " I-I don't know…."
The man then continued to observe her and then said
"I see, well I guess I could fix that. Come" He said as he put a hand in front of him for her to grab
She hesitated a bit but accepted it.
He wasn't lying about being a circus owner.
She saw that he owned a travelling circus
There were clowns, magicians and other performers
She was very shocked and then he led her into a room
The room wasn't too bad
It had a cheap but good enough bed, a small desk, and a shelf with three books
"This will be your room for now" said Master
"Thank you" Rin said softly
He was very kind and gentle to her for the first few days but when the second week passed, he became a monster.
He kept teaching Rin on how to become a clown or as the French would call them "Pierrot"
She was taught on how to balance on a ball, or how to unicycle and all other dangerous stunts
It was too much for a girl her age but master wouldn't understand
He kept whipping her on every mistake she had
When she was 7, she already became the circus' star
She was loved by the audience because of her amazing tricks and age
Although, it was only her adorable hair and figure that could be shown
Her face and body was covered because of the wounds, scars and bruises master had left on her
People wouldn't think that she was cute if they knew she was actually….. broken.
The only one who had seen her face was master…. And that was when she was only 6
She would continue making a show and would be punished if it was bad
She was also threatened that if she would remove her mask, she would be brutally punished that would hurt much more than before.
Gakupo and Kaito met her at the age of eight.
Gakupo was a magician and Kaito was a lion tamer
They were her only friends.
Kaito kept looking at Rin pitifully and Gakupo came back holding a first-aid kit. "Rin, please…. We need to take off that mask" Gakupo commanded. His voice raised.
"No!" Rin yelled as she stood up from Kaito's lap but she choked and lied back down. "Rin…" the two boys said softly in unison.
"It's okay guys….. really" she said but they knew she was lying. She fell asleep on Kaito's lap and he ruffled her hair. "Sigh, she's so stubborn" Gakupo said as he sat next to Kaito. "We can't blame her, though. She is very scared of master" Kaito looked at her and continued ruffling her hair. Gakupo just turned and sighed.
"I'm going to get some dinner. I'll bring yours here" He said and left, again. "Rin…. Please, I hope that you could be happy and joyful. Without us" He whispered to her ear but he knew she wasn't listening.
Gakupo came back holding two plates. They were filled with rice, chicken and eggs. "Master told me not to give her any" Gakupo sadly said. "Gakupo, we've been friends ever since we were 4. I KNOW you couldn't resist feeding her" Kaito grinned. Gakupo just looked away and gave him his food.
Minutes later, Rin woke up. "Here you go Rin" Kaito said holding his plate. It had some rice, slices of chicken and a small piece of egg. "That's not all" Gakupo said as he put his leftovers on the plate.
"It's okay guys, really" She said as she pushed away the plate. Gakupo and Kaito shared a worried looked but turned into smirks. She knew something was up.
"Well, if you won't eat, we'll have to force you!" Gakupo said and he held up his hands and moved his fingers. He was going to tickle her! He pushed Rin to the ground and tickled her neck and Kaito joined him. Rin couldn't help but laugh "Okay! Fine! I will eat!" She said still laughing but she choked when they let her go. "Rin! Are you alright?" Kaito said worriedly and held her tight. She wanted to nod but she was much too tired and weak.
"Sigh, here" he gave Rin the plate but Rin only grabbed a small piece of chicken and snuck it into her mouth. The food was very small so there was no need to remove her mask. "I'm full now" she lied again.
Gakupo and Kaito were more than worried. "Anyway, I think we should hit the hay now" she said weakly.
They all nodded in agreement. They all knew that there would be another performance in two days and tomorrow was going to be a harsh day. Of course it was! Master would brutally abuse Rin just so she could be perfect for the performance.
Rin slept on the ground on her small sack. Ever since Rin turned 10, she was no longer allowed to sleep on her bed. It was because of the new performer, her master's favourite. Rin did her best to sleep well despite the pain she felt around her body. She knew she was bleeding, she knew she had more scars, she knew she needed help. But she couldn't be helped, she had to remove her mask along with her costume if she needed to be healed.
She wasn't the only one who couldn't sleep. Gakupo and Kaito were very worried about her especially knowing what will happen in the near future.
-The Day After-
They were right about the brutal training and practices. Rin did her best but it wasn't enough. Master kept on whipping and whipping her until she got it right.
"Balancing on a ball! It's a very simple trick yet you couldn't do that?!" He kept yelling at her as he whipped her. All the other performers would just stand there and pity her but a few others just laughed.
Kaito and Gakupo were already professionals at their tricks but they practiced just so they could see Rin and not be a bother to the others. They wanted to run to her and protect her from master but they couldn't. They could only watch and pity her from a distance.
It went on and on like that for the entire day. The practice ended at 11 at night. Rin was bleeding all over her body even though she just denied it. The pain was very hard on her and she tried her best not to scream. She was already crying and could taste her own blood and sweat mix together.
Kaito and Gakupo kept comforting her and kept on telling her she needed medical attention but she kept denying. They even tried to force her but she was very stubborn and even tickling her didn't stop her.
They finally gave up but they slept right next to her just in case anything happens. Kaito slept on her right and Gakupo on her left. They all slept but not well….. the travelling circus was on a bumpy road and it would hurt their heads. It was okay for Kaito and Gakupo but it made Rin's head bleed even more….
Kaito grabbed his towel and wrapped it around the back of Rin's head. It was bleeding and he thought that she might die soon. He grabbed the first-aid kit and kept on finding the bruise. He put a band aid when he finally found it, right after he put his medical stuff, though. He kissed the place he put the band aid on and whispered with a bit of tears
"I'm sorry Rin, but soon you will be alone"
-Chapter end-
Don't worry guys, Len will appear soon and Rin wouldn't die (maybe). I will also continue the other story if you think I'm giving up, then you're wrong. Please read and review. Oh and by the way, Rin is wearing cute baggy clothes and the tights and leotards fit so she doesn't look ugly. I put in baggy clothes because I recently found out that Pierrot's wear baggy clothes and they are French.