A/N - I apologize for the mixup in chapter numbering. It's fixed. I will hopefully be adding to this story soon! Thanks for reading.

Disclaimer: I do not own anything to do with the Twilight Saga. I'm simply playing in Stephenie's world.

xx Chapter 1 xx

I had waited nearly three hours to tell him. Three long agony-filled hours for this moment and here it was.

His deep brown eyes shot fire into my soul as I prepared to tell him something that was about to change his life, and mine, forever.

Anxiety filled the air as I reached behind me to my wooden desk to grab the crumbled pieces of paper I had discarded earlier. I didn't have to look twice to remember how each one started.

So remember that night two weeks ago...

I'm just going to come right out and say it...

Hey guess what? We fucked up!

"What is it Ness?" his smooth voice washed over me as his long dark fingers braided through my hair, as I easily chucked the papers back onto the desk.

I had to be honest with him, but I was fidgeting now, and ignoring the question.

He gave me a small half smile to somehow show that whatever I was worried about was going to be okay. I just couldn't find it in my heart to tear his entire universe to shreds.

The bed looked like a good place to sit and contemplate the words that would change his world, but then again, that was where this all had started too.

His eyes glazed over as I sat slowly onto the light purple comforter, he seemed to be remembering that night as easily I was.

"I, uh, I.." but the words never escaped my lips, because his own lips crashed into mine and we were once again tumbling over my king sized bed. We landed on the floor with a light thud.

The entire situation seemed comical and romantic all at once, but I couldn't deny the bubbling feeling of laughter erupting in my gut.

His own beautiful laughter filled the air too and together we ended in a fitful of joyous tears tangled up in each others limbs.

The warmth radiating off his body engulfed me, and I knew at that moment exactly what I needed to do.

"So," I began as the laughter faded, "when do you think we should tell them about us?" It was easy to be so care-free with him sometimes with his happy go-lucky attitude – even in the worst of situations.

"Are you sure about this Nessie?"

"Positive" I gave him my best breath taking smile, and muttered under my breath "and not just about this."

I shouldn't have been surprised that he had heard that, what with his super werewolf hearing and all, but it still freaked me out when he did.

"And that means...?" he questioned me with his arms crossed against his muscular chest and a smirk on his handsome face.

My loose curls shook around my face as a single tear cascaded down my porcelain cheek. His expression faded at the sight of my distress.

"Oh Nessie," he cooed into my ear as his arms wrapped me up in a safe haven, "I'm sorry baby, just tell me what's wrong."

This was it. The moment of truth.

"Do you love me?" I peered up at him through thick wet lashes.

"More than anything," his answer was only a whisper but I leaned into his embrace, pressing my tear stained face into his bare chest, with one hand playing with the small wooden pendant dangling around my neck.

"Don't hate me okay?" as soon as those words left my mouth, I knew the answer that would emerge from his own.

"Never."

I snuck one last glance at his beautiful features, ran my fingers through his black shaggy hair, and inhaled the delicate scent that flowed from his veins. Every moment was precious to me, and this might be the last one I had of him once he found out.

One last breathe.

"I'm pregnant."

I felt my body being thrust backwards as he now held me at arms length. His eyes grew wide at the revelation, and I swore I even felt him start to shake.

I couldn't move, I couldn't even breathe until he graced me with the sound of his voice.

His jaw hung open, and his body fell limp except for the grasp he had on my shoulders.

"Nessie..." my name hung in the air as his only words, and I turned my head slowly to kiss the fingers that were now digging further into my half-vampire skin.

I squeezed my eye shut hoping he would fill the deafening silence.

"He's going to kill me."

And then... he was gone.