Hey guys, this is my second fic , I really hope you like this. English is not my native language, that would be portuguese, so I apologise for any grammar and spelling mistakes that you may find. I'm currently writing another fic, but I think that I can write both. And to a guest who commented on "Salvation" I am planing on writing that fic, but when you commented I had already written all of this, there was just a paragraph missing. I'm going to see if I can write two stories at the same time, and if I can I'll see if I think I can maybe write three. I don't know if the guest will see this, but if not I'll post it on the other fic when I update it.
I' not sure about the tittle and the summary, if you can think of any good ones please let me know.
Please review to let me know what you think, and if you think I should continue this.
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Rachel P.O.V
I changed a lot during this past summer, I became more carefree, and I don't even remember with how many girls I have hooked up with already, much less their names. I'm lucky that I won't have to see them again since I spent the summer in California, I was there for my grandma's funeral, I actually hadn't met her at all, she cut of her ties with my dad once he came out. I honestly don't understand why she did that he was her only son...
Apparently she was a very wealthy woman, and she wrote in her will that she wanted half of her fortune to go to my dad has an apology for the way she treated him, surprisingly she left the other half to me, she must have felt bad about not meeting me. The funeral was at the beginning of Summer vacation, but my dads decided to stay there for the rest of the summer, of course my begging, wich I'm not proud of, might of have helped a little.
You might be wondering what happened to me, I used to be such a goody-two-shoes and I was so obsessed with Broadway and getting all the solos, don't get me wrong, I still want to be on Broadway and I still love to sing, but I'm not so obsessed with it anymore, I have more things going on for me right now, and don't even get me started on the way I dressed, I mean, come on argyle? Every time I look at photos of me I almost want to throw up.
I'm getting of topic here, so you might think that I changed because of California, but that's not really why I changed, it just help me change, but what actually made me want to change the way I was, was something that happened before I went to California, in fact I was still at school.
You see I, Rachel Barbra Berry, the schools loser was dating Quinn Fabray, that's right, HBIC, captain of the Cheerios Quinn Fabray, I tough we were happy, we dated for almost a year, and we weren't out, but that was just because of her dad, at least that's what she had me believe in. But then she broke my heart.
Flashback...
It's monday, Quinn and I had a date last night, it went great, we went to this restaurant that stays right outside of Lima. Are you wondering why we went that far? Well a side from the fact that that restaurant is a thousand times better than the other two restaurants that are in Lima, we went there because we don't want to be seen by anyone, in small town news travels fast, and don't want the news of our relationship to get to Russel's hears.
Nobody knows we are dating, well nobody but Santana, Brittany and Puck, Santana knows because she basically forced the information out of Quinn, so as soon as Santana knew Brittany knew, and Puck knows because I told him. Nobody but Quinn, Santana and Brittany know that Puck and I have been friends ever since we were small, he likes too call himself my jewbro, but to protect his popularity I made him promise me that he would treat me just like any other jock does, the same with Santana and Quinn, they have to treat me just like any other cheerleader does. Brittany doesn't have to do it because she is basically friends with anyone.
I am so tired right now, Glee just ended, and as always they didn't want to ear what I had to say, I understand that sometimes I am a bit annoying but were supposed to be a family right? I don't feel a part of a family there, mostly because families protect each other. I am walking across the parking lot, At least I' going to meet Quinn at the park later. I'm almost at my car when I notice her standing there with her hands behind her back.
I immediately get a smile on my face and approach her. "Hello Qu..." I didn't have time to finish what I was saying when I felt not one but two slushies being thrown my way, I look at her and finally understand why she had her hands behind her back, she's holding two, now empty 'big gulps'.
"Hello RuPaul, this is just to remind you of the position you have in this school." I heard Quinn say, I can't believe this is happening, I just pass by her and get in my car, luckily my dads aren't hoe so I got upstairs and shower. I don't know what happened, but I still have the hope that she was just pretending, and someone was hidden somewhere, so I still go to the park, I stay there the rest of the day but she never shows up.
I cry myself to sleep because my first love, and the girl I had fully given myself to had broken up with e in a very cruel way.
During the next week I avoid her like the plague, wich isn't very hard to do to someone if they are doing to you too. We only saw each other in glee club and today wasn't jut the last day of school it was also the last day of school so I decided to sing.
"So does anyone have any song to sing as a goodbye?" asked and I immediately raised my hand wich earned a few groans from several people. "Ok Rachel the stage is yours."
I sat at the piano thankful that Brad wasn't there. I closed my eyes and start playing.
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone, and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worse
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know.. I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know.. I know
And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if youre done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible.
When I finished playing I had tears in my eyes, I looked around and one of the first things that I noticed was that Quinn looked guilty, she should after what she did to me. Everyone was silent, Finn was the first to speak. "That was really pretty Rachel, but you shouldn't sing that stuff to me, we're thru, you know that right?"
What? I felt dumb because I really didn't know what he was talking about... Sure we went ou for about a month but that was year ago... I didn't know what to say, but thankfully I dont have to say anything because at that moment the bell rings and we all leave the classroom quickly.