Why did I betray them?

Isn't that the question,

Why did I leave them?

Why did I let them die?

I was NOTHING to them,

I was no true Marauder.

I was their cheerleader,

Their fangirl,

The one that cheered them on.

I was only a part of it,

A part of it cause I thought them GODS.

No more,

NO more,

NO MORE!

I was WORTHLESS to them,

The one thought to never betray them

That should make me happy,

Happy that they trust me so,

And Once Upon a Time,

It did.

But not now,

No longer,

Not anymore.

I would have been happy,

Their trust in me,

The making of me Secret Keeper,

But no,

I'm NOT happy.

"He won't betray us,

He's too weak for that"

All I wanted was to have power.

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Too weak to betray us,

Too weak to be a target,

Too weak that the Dark Lord wouldn't,

Wouldn't think PETER was Secret Keeper.

I'll show them,

Now I'M the one with the power.