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This is just a thing about one of the only times Heero expresses his rage and other feelings. After his successful shut down of the missiles at the New Edwards Base. When he screams out into the night air this poem records his inner feelings and thoughts.
~Feelings Unleashed~
Feelings are bottled inside.
Trying to get out.
But I won't let them.
I want to holler,
I want to scream.
Just let them out.
But I won't.
Because if I do,
I won't be the Perfect Soldier.
They try to overtake my mind.
They fight against me.
I was told to follow my feelings.
And not to shun them.
But I can't follow them.
It's illogical.
I was also taught to pay attention only to anything logical.
Feelings aren't logical.
If anything they are purely fallacious.
That's why I can't follow them.
That's why, much as I want to, I can't listen to them.
And I must keep them bottled up.
But for now I will let them out.
I will scream like I wanted to.
Loud enough so everyone on the New Edwards Base can hear me.
"I screwed up....I TOTALLY SCREWED UP!"
I hope that everyone heard it.
That way they will know what is inside me.
And I won't have to kill them without them knowing.
~Heero Yuy
This is just a thing about one of the only times Heero expresses his rage and other feelings. After his successful shut down of the missiles at the New Edwards Base. When he screams out into the night air this poem records his inner feelings and thoughts.
~Feelings Unleashed~
Feelings are bottled inside.
Trying to get out.
But I won't let them.
I want to holler,
I want to scream.
Just let them out.
But I won't.
Because if I do,
I won't be the Perfect Soldier.
They try to overtake my mind.
They fight against me.
I was told to follow my feelings.
And not to shun them.
But I can't follow them.
It's illogical.
I was also taught to pay attention only to anything logical.
Feelings aren't logical.
If anything they are purely fallacious.
That's why I can't follow them.
That's why, much as I want to, I can't listen to them.
And I must keep them bottled up.
But for now I will let them out.
I will scream like I wanted to.
Loud enough so everyone on the New Edwards Base can hear me.
"I screwed up....I TOTALLY SCREWED UP!"
I hope that everyone heard it.
That way they will know what is inside me.
And I won't have to kill them without them knowing.
~Heero Yuy