From me to you
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A/N: Heyla peeps! This letter thingy is probably quite incoherent and rambly…I wrote it in the spur of the moment…sometime late at night… so yea…R+R…enjoy!
A/N 2: I'm reposting it cause the italics wouldn't work before, so im hoping they'll work now…thanks to l_hiiragizawa!! ;)
Dear Eriol
How are you? How have you been? I've missed you so much. It was good to see you again. You've changed though. You've changed so much, or is it me? You gave me a hug before you left for England. You held me close, you held me tight. I could feel your love for me. But now… It feels like an empty gesture. Done for the sake of politeness and what used to be. No love, no compassion. I plastered a smile on my face for you, so you wouldn't see my pain. I wish you would've seen through my mask, asked me what was wrong. When I call you, you never sound happy to hear me. Have I hurt you in anyway? Did I do something wrong? Gods Eriol, it hurts so much. When you told me you loved me, I was so happy. Do you have any idea what your few moments of coldness have done to me? I don't think you really care anymore though. I love you so much, yet every time I see you, speak to you, I feel only pain. Why is that koishii? I don't think I can take it anymore. I have no friends, they've all gone away. I had only you…but I guess I don't even have that anymore. I remember what we had, what we shared. Do you remember? Or are those feeling just forgotten memories now. You know? You're the first person I thought I could trust. After what happened with Sakura, I couldn't open up to anyone. I couldn't go through the pain again. But then I met you. I thought that you were worth the risk. I will never regret knowing you…as they say, "better to have loved and lost, then never to have loved at all" ne?. I only wish I that we could have sorted out what was wrong. I wish I had the courage to ask you sooner. Maybe things would've been different, but it's too late now. Tomorrow, I leave. I'm going somewhere. Somewhere that no one can find me. I will be able to forget you there. Goodbye love. I wish you all the best. May you find happiness wherever you go.
I love you
Always
Tomoyo Daidouji