Memo: I want to advertise my other story here- it's your fault- sorry- but I have to-
and im not really sure how often I can update on this one...just want to add that in
Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer called the police on me...apparently I'm stealing "copy righted" material..
Edward's view
I would have to tell her soon, I knew that. She was pacing up and down the hall, thinking really hard on something which I already knew was coming. I could tell really easily now.
I knew this time was different however, she had a look of determination in her eyes I hadn't seen before. I was lying on the couch, watching her for what seemed like hours, but had only been minutes. I knew I would miss this sight immensily, no matter what ever happened to me...
I suddenly got up- at my regular speed- and popped up in front of her face.
"Boo," I managed to say, just before she screamed. She fell down and tripped over herself.
"Edward," she warned, "don't ever do that again..."
"Don't worry Bella," I said softly, making sure she couldn't here, "I won't."
"Edward," she whispered. I thought for a minute that she had heard, but to my relief she hadn't. "We need to talk."
I didn't want to get to this part right now, but I knew I would have to. After that incident which I knew I would never forgive myself over (Note: you probably would have to read Stephenie Meyer's first chapter of new moon- or at least the end where she cuts her finger and suddenly sees "six ravenous vampires" around her- but I just summed it up, so now u don't have to- don't know why you wouldn't want to though- wow that was long). I knew that I would have to leave her, if not now, then I would harm her, perhaps kill her, or worse; turn her. I didn't want either of those things.
"It was my fault," she started chanting, quickly, making sure I wouldn't interrupt. "It's all my fault. I shouldn't have done that in the first place- I should have been more-"
I silenced her at that point, putting a finger to her lips as she lay on the ground, and then picked her up, wanting to breathe in her scent for one last time. She never continued on as I said this.
"I love you Bella," I whispered- this time making sure that she could here- and continued. "I want you to know that there never was a woman before, nor will there be one after that I will love more than you. But Bella," I sighed. I didn't want to raise her hopes- as I could see I was unfortunately doing- that I was proposing to her. Since I was doing the farthest thing from it. I didn't want her to know that at this moment though as I saw her have a sharp intake of breath and squeal.
"Ooh Edward,' she cooed. "Yes! Yes! Yes!" She grabbed my face and kissed it, and then immediately pulled back. "What is it," she said as she saw that I had turned my head.
"I have to go Bella," I said. "I don't want to hurt you anymore...you have to understand that."
I didn't get the reaction I was expecting however, since she was just laughing, cruelly.
"But Edward," she cooed angrily, rubbing her hand against my temple, "you're the one that said you were going to find a way to kill yourself. You're the one that said how easy suicide for a human was"- I noticed there was a moment of hesitation on her part- "You're the one who just said that he loved me, and I'm the one who just said that I love you too." I noticed that she was getting breathless.
"I love you Bella," I said, placing her down on the couch behind of me. "But I have to go. Good bye Bella." I said, looking to see her once more. I saw her angry- but then I noticed a moment of determination in her eyes again.
I started to advance toward the exit, in human pace, when I stopped to hear what she would say next. She didn't though. I noticed that the laughing had returned. Even crueller this time.
"You think it's that easy," she snickered. "That I'll just let you go! I knew you would say this Edward. I'm not stupid, even though you may think I am. I-'
I went back to her and stopped her. "Stop doing this Bella," I said firmly. "You know I have to go. Don't make this any harder than it already is for me." I got up and went back towards the exit, but I noticed she had gotten up again, and was twiddling her fingers behind her back.
"You either change me Edward," she said, "or you can get someone to do it for you. You can end my life, or I'll end my own." I suddenly saw what was behind her back. At that moment, my cell phone rang as well, but I ignored it. I couldn't get over the fact, that I had just missed the fact that my Bella had stuck a knife in her own back. I had never taken her to be a suicide type of girl. I also noticed how much blood was coming from her. My senses told me to give in- but I was due to hunt right after I left her. She wanted me to kill her. And I knew that the hospital would be too far away to take her too. I gulped and went her way.
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