float away
-—sangkar—-
nothing is happening
it's all fine
nothing is happening
this is what you were born for
nothing is wrong
your life was a lie all along
nothing is wrong
the only things you care about don't matter
crying won't help
everything will come full circle, anyway
just accept it
the terror
just close your eyes to the the horror, my love
and float away
they will come with you
they will come with you
this is the world
wake up
wake up
what you feel is terrible, i know
it's alright, it's alright, my love
there's an empty, gaping hole called homesickness in your heart
but you never really had a home, did you?
it's alright, my love
ashes to ashes, and dust to dust
life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must find in yourself
i'm sorry, my love
i can't change anything
i'm so sorry
but i will never - let - you - go
i know it hurts, my love
i'm sorry
it's terrible
you're heading for the terrible, terrible darkness
it's coming to swallow you up
i'll be there soon, i promise
i know what you feel
i know the raging sea that's going to open up and steal you away from this world
i know it
it's coming for me, too
it's coming for all of us
and i'm sorry that i can't change it
nobody can
but
i love you
i know that isn't enough
and i know i should love you more
for now, my love
please be silent
please be safe
please remember that i was here in this life with you
it's alright, my love
i will be with you soon
{we'll both be complete, together, forever}
author's note:
Yesterday while trying to come up with a list of my top 10 books ever, I remembered Never Let Me Go, which I read last year-ish. I can't believe I haven't thought of it before now; it's amazing, isn't it? I really felt like I had to write something about it - not a proper fanfiction like what I write for HP and PJO, but just something to help me cope with all the feels. And this is sort of one of the worst things I've written, but you need to read the book to understand why I had to write this. ;_;