An Au fic, based on Mara finding out Luke's turned to the Darkside.

Disclaimer: I don't own Star Wars or any of the characters, I'm only in this for the fun and thrills of writing. And thanks to Avril Lavigne for being a brilliant artist and for writing this beautiful song.

This is my first posted fic so I hope you enjoy and please review, I'd love to hear what you think -good or bad. Thanks.

Mara stood there shivering, no, no, it couldn't have happened –he wouldn't do that…would he?

Leia placed a hand on her shoulder "I know it's hard to hear Mara…but Luke's fallen to the Darkside."

Mara shook her head, refusing to believe it "No! Not after all he's fought for! What his father sacrificed himself for."

Leia looked down "I'm going after him Mara…I'll bring him back I know I can…just don't do anything brash and just lay low, he wouldn't want the reborn Emperor getting you. That much I know." Leia then squeezed her arm and walked away.

Mara spun back to the Wild Karrde and to her quarters.

Mara dreamt that night, remembering that moment when she felt him slip, though she denied the feelings of it. He couldn't have turned…not after all he'd sacrificed and fought for.

She reached out to him trying to find some sort of contact with him. All she received was a large mental shield. And for the first time ever in her life; she backed down on a challenge.

Luke woke when he felt a familiar presence reaching for his; he felt the hurt and confusion there and swallowed whilst slamming up his shields. But he reached out to her, she couldn't feel it but he did. Luke let his eyes close again and let out a deep sigh.

Mara woke and shivered, slipping out of her bed and pulling a robe around her self, she padded over to the large viewport that gazed out at the mottled sky of hyperspace and sighed. She picked up the lightsaber that was sitting on the chest underneath it.

"Na na, Na na na na na." Mara frowned Am I singing? "I miss you, I miss you so bad…I don't forget you…Oh it's so sad" I guess I am… "I hope you can hear me! I remember it clearly -The day you slipped away was the day I found it won't be the same, oh."

Luke's eyes snapped open when he heard her voice, and felt emotion swell up deep inside of him.
"Na na, Na na na na na. I didn't get around to kiss you, goodbye on the hand -I wish that I could see you again…I know that I can't, Oh." Luke reached out fully to her, keeping away just enough for her not to know he was there.

"I hope you can hear me, I remember it clearly -The day you slipped away was the day I found it won't be the same, oh."

Luke looked out at the stars; I'm sorry Mara…Leia.

Mara clutched the lightsaber as she continued to bring to the words out of herself, tears rolling down her cheeks in streams.

"I've had my wake up -won't you wake up, I keep asking why? I can't take it -it wasn't fake it happened you passed by!"
She felt a gentle caress and shivered "Now you're gone. Now you're gone. There you go. There you go. Somewhere I can't bring you back!"

Luke felt as if he was standing next to her, he could see her face, her tears and her grip on the lightsaber he had given her.

"Now you're gone. Now you're gone. There you go. There you go! Somewhere you're not coming back!"

He grabbed onto the hand he could see and then the one he could feel of his sister, reaching out to him.

"The day you slipped away was the day I found it won't be the same no...The day you slipped away was the day that I found it won't be the same oh...Na na, Na na na na na…"

I will come back, I promise

"I miss you"